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A Family Reunion in Sicily


All photography, except for the third and fifth photos down, by Polly Cole; all available for sale; details at her site.

A family reunion in the old country—it had such a nice ring to it. But when I read my brother Tom’s email suggesting our clan meet in Sicily come summer, I had misgivings. He doesn’t remember what it was like, I thought, the 12 of us—10 siblings and two parents—under one small roof, sharing one-and-a-half bathrooms all those years ago.

These days, a family gathering means more than 50 people when you include Mom, spouses, and 39 kids and grandkids. And then there would be a few dozen relatives on the other side of the Atlantic, three generations of our late father’s first cousins. That’s a lot of pressure on the plumbing, not to mention the nerves.

I love my brothers and sisters to no end. We are your classic tight-knit big Italian family. Our affectionate (and sometimes querulous) emails stream over the Internet. Birth, christening, marriage, and occasionally an elder’s passing on are annual mandates for our inimitable brand of Sicilian conviviality.

Yet, if you look at the distance we’ve put between each other since leaving that overcrowded nest—our homes spread from New Jersey to California, from Prague to Timor, and down to Buenos Aires—you might conclude as I did that we required a lot of space to vacation together.

I knew that many “normal” families happily cruised together on city-size ships. But, I didn’t think that even a whole island was big enough for the likes of our mercurial bunch.

OK, so I was wrong this once.

It turned out to be one of the best family vacations since our parents stuffed 10 of us, crates of food, and beach paraphernalia into a station wagon for a few days at (poor) Uncle Pasquale’s beach house at the Jersey shore.

In fact, there was a fairytale aspect from the moment I arrived in Cefalú, on Sicily’s northern coast. The popular resort, an hour’s drive from Palermo, is picturesquely framed by the Mediterranean Sea and a sheer craggy rampart of the Madonie Mountains. Brightly painted wooden fishing boats park on sand or rock beaches where warm and gentle glass-blue waves lap the shore.

The family home for the next week was a palace. The Palazzo Maria, a far cry Cefalu_Night.jpgfrom the 1,000-square-foot Cape Cod we had grown up in, was a restored medieval building, with a restaurant and enoteca (wine shop) on its ground floor. Bordering the Piazza Duomo, it rose five floors catty-corner to the imposing 12th-century basilica, or Duomo, with its two steeples, abbey, and cloister built under the reign of Roger II.

Tom, who undertook the yeoman’s task of booking our lodgings and planning the week’s events—which would include festivities with the Sicilian branch several days after our arrival—did well in choosing Cefalú as a base. It offers a crowd-pleasing mix of beauty, outdoor activities, shopping, art galleries, cultural sights, and, of course, plenty of restaurants.

Cefalú comes from the Greek word (Kephaloidion) for head—and it’s instantly apparent why this name was bestowed on the area. The “heady” Rocca, a massively bulging promontory, 270 meters high, dominates the village. A crenellated wall and other ancient ruins crown its summit. If you don’t mind a stair-master-from-hell workout, you can hike to breathtaking (literally and figuratively) views and ruins.

Another plus was that from Cefalú one can easily take day-long or overnight excursions by car to any of Sicily’s important sites. One day, a group of us drove to Agrigento to walk the impressive Valley of the Temples. Within easy drives on Sicily’s well-maintained auto-routes are Erice with its lofty perch and mystical pre-Greek vestiges; Taormina, the aptly-called “aristocratic jewel” above the Ionian Sea; Siracusa with its abundance of ancient sites and archeological treasures; and Selinunte and Segesta where there are also Greek temples and ruins. A hydrofoil offered daily departures from Cefalú’s harbor to the Aeolian islands. But for me, having traveled Sicily often over the past 30 years, la dolce vita under my nose and spending time with family was enough.

The only drawback was that not everyone could make the voyage. My oldest brother Jim’s wife became pregnant and would deliver at the time of the trip; my youngest sister, Donna, couldn’t leave her United Nations post in Indonesia, due to outbursts of civil unrest there; and poor Mom, 84, fell and broke her hip and was still in rehab come her departure date.

However, 32 of us made a good show. Over several days in late June, we arrived to storm the palace and its six spacious, antique-furnished apartments. Each sported a plaque on its door with its name—Ruggero, Turiddu, Costanza, Guglielmo, Federico, and Joanna—and all were decorated in a rich palette of primary colors. A few families spilled over into apartments a five-minute walk from there, but the palazzo with its splendid rooftop terrace would be the nightly gathering area. We’d run in and out of each other’s flats to visit and see who had the best-stocked pantry and fridge.

Palermo_with_Tina___Grace.jpgJust like the old days, I shared my quarters, the airy royal-blue interior of Turiddu, with two sisters, Tina and Grace (left). We loved sitting on our little third-floor balcony with its views to sunset over the sea and the Aeolians or watching the bustle below in the cobbled square with its fringe of café and boutiques.

We could see who among our group was exercising his or her blood-right to far niente (do nothing) in the cafes whose espresso machines we kept hissing and whose stock of custard-filled brioches and cannoli we seriously depleted.

From the piazza, each day, by and by, a clutch of us would make the five-minute stroll to the main beach down narrow streets, sometimes clogged with cars and small fruit-delivery trucks. On the way, we’d pass the Museo Mandralisca, which holds archeological artifacts, such as Greek and Arab vases, old coins, and paintings, including the Renaissance Portrait of a Man by Antonello da Messina. Shops overflowing with lovely hand-painted ceramic wares, much of them from nearby San Stefano di Camestre and Caltanisetta, would stall us in our tracks.

We’d stop to marvel at the waters still running into basins under a pink stone arch in the lavatoio medievale, a former “village laundro-mat” that dates from the Middle Ages. We’d walk through another venerable Arab archway, called the Porta Pescara, and, ecco, there was the broad scallop of sandy beach plastered with wall-to-wall towels. In summer, Cefalú can get packed with sun bathers, but none of us minded them, especially the hand-gesticulating crowds, who recalled the Italian ghetto of our youth (in New Jersey).

Occasionally, I took refuge in the relative solitude of a beach at the edge of town, past the lighthouse and Torre Calura, a rocky tower ruin. To get there I had to walk a brisk 15 minutes, hugging the coast, through the Porta Giudecca, the historic Jewish neighborhood (which disappointed my Jewish brother-in-law, Dan, for its lack of an interpretive plaque); past the boat harbor; and little cottages fronted with bougainvillea, lanterna, and oleander. After a libation on the cliff-top terrace of the Hotel Calura, I’d climb down the staircase about 200 feet to the secluded beach and swim out to a rock with snorkelers.

Early or late in the day, when the sun was not so intense, some of us would make the invigorating climb up the Rocca, following the signs and arrows up steep alleys or stone staircases, then walking the dirt trail until we were atop the sheer precipice. Amid stone pines we looked vertiginously down on the Duomo and out to sea for miles. It was absolutely stunning. There were many relics to visit on the way up, including ninth-century castle ruins, a couple of small churches, ancient cisterns, the fortress wall that belted the Rocca’s precipitous border, and my favorite, a small pre-Christian Temple to Diana where I would spend some contemplative time.

One afternoon, my brother, Sal, and I walked along the rocky seacoast where young bronzed men with well-defined muscles were spear fishing for octopus (pulpo). They showed us how they stored the ghostly white fish, that appeared on many village menus, in a tide pool with seaweed. As Sal and I slid off the rock into the clear water to cool off, I said, “I hope they don’t mistake our legs for octopus tentacles.”

We laughed and bobbed in the salty sea and as we soaked in the perfection of the moment—the sun’s warmth in a cloudless blue sky, the Rocca facing us like a forbidding monolith onshore—we decided we would cook the family meal that night. This was a harmonious change from our standard political debates.

That night we added our own sizzling garlic to the smells that wafted out from the nearby restaurants. The sausage and rigatoni we cooked up for our masses was just one of our memorable meals that brought us together on the roof. After a long, hard day of sun, sand, and sea, we’d take siestas, and showers, then sip aperitifs on the square. Dinner, with respect for local custom, was never before 9 p.m. We’d all contribute goods gathered from the many town purveyors.

A spread might include marinated sardines, tangy caponata, an array of sharp and creamy cheeses, crusty breads, fresh peaches and figs, oil-cured olives, prosciutto, pepperoni, sun dried tomatoes, pesto dip, bitter greens, local olive oil, and arancia (deep-fried rice balls stuffed with meat, cheese, and veggies).

One night, my sister, Terry, made cucuzza, a tomato-rich dish packed with memories of our grandmother who grew the long crooked green squash in her garden in Elizabeth, New Jersey. Nostalgia came in many bites—from the eggplant appetizer, biscotti, and Torrone nougat candy to the many bottles of red wine, especially the popular Cusumano label (which we pretend is our relative).

Strains of Mob Hits, The Big Night soundtrack, and Pavarotti sounded from Tom’s iPod as the lemoncello, Fra Angelica, and Sambuca flowed into glasses after dinner. We shot digital photos against the stunningly spotlighted Rocca and occasionally danced and sang with the little kids. We told the same old family stories but with new twists and turns, over and over, until 4 a.m.

Although there were plenty of restaurants, our best meals were our own up on the roof. Several of us had had a few disappointments in the local eateries—no doubt the result of too many tourists in town. However, two places pleased us. We enjoyed the seafood and pasta dishes at Ostaria di duomo and Il Saraceno, both of which seemed capable of dealing with our unwieldy crowd.

THE REUNION

Then came time for the Big Moment—the raison d’etre of our trip—the reunion with the cousins in the two villages, San Giovanni-Gemini and Cammarata, where our respective maternal and paternal grandparents were born. Only a handful of us had ever met the Sicilian branch. They, occupying the land of our bloodline since time immemorial, had never set foot on American soil. Only one in their group spoke some English, while only about four of us spoke some Italian.

A bus transported nearly three dozen of us (left) to the neighboring villages, about two hours south of Cefalu. Many of us sat silently gazing out at the passing landscape, harsh and rugged, yet in places irrigated to a quilt-work of lushness to grow food. Tom pointed out Monte Cammarata, the highest point, over 5,000 feet, in southern Sicily.

Watching the bones of rock pierce through a velvet-green mantled peak, some of us thought sadly how our father should have been here for this historic meeting. He had seen Sicily only once, late in his life. But he drilled us as kids about how the island was a crossroads for every tribe of people—the Phoenicians, Greeks, Romans, and the Serbs, Goths, Vandals, Saracens, Arabs, Normans, Byzantines, and Spanish. When he was feeling especially proud of his heritage, he had told us we were not Italian, but Sicilian. He had many pithy sayings, including his favorite, Salsiccia his own (a word-play on To each-a his own)

The bus, too long and wide to travel the village-proper streets, deposited us in a square of San Giovanni. Our cousin, Rena Tuzzolino, and her husband Enzo met us and after a hundred hugs and kisses took place began touring us on foot through the village, which I first saw some 30 years ago. It had not changed much since then and as always its Middle-Age past was still in strong evidence in many edifices.

Thirty-two of us, ranging in age from eight months to sixty-one, followed Rena and Enzo up and down narrow, winding cobbled streets. Taller than the average Sicilian and dressed like foreigners, with our Teva and Birkenstock sandals, we were a curiosity. Although my siblings and I are no less Sicilian, blood-wise, than our father’s cousins, our next two generations are a classic American stew seasoned with Irish, English, Norwegian, Ukraine, Russian, Philippine, Chinese, and African American blood. Old villagers came out of their dark doorways to peek at us and greet us with friendly nods, smiles, or handshakes.

Ducking under many sturdy archways erected during Arab rule, we visited the old Norman Church, the castle ruins, and stopped by a nondescript gray stone house. We peered in at its ground floor where animals were once kept. This was where our grandfather was born in 1887. In 1903, he set sail on the Palatia from Hamburg, Germany, for America, coming through Ellis Island. He died in 1938 and never met any of his grandchildren.

Across the way, lived Nicolo Tuzzolino, our Dad’s Sicilian counterpart. The reigning patriarch and his wife, Concetta, dwell on the top floor of the four-story marble and concrete home that also houses their four children and seven grandchildren. The home is built into a steep hillside and many times I have savored, from its terrace, vistas of the alternately straw-brown or farm-green land. On clear days, I’ve seen all the way to smoking Mount Etna.

I watched seventy-nine-year-old Nicolo’s swarthy face, framed by wine-dark hair, light up as he received us. In the past, when some of us have shown up at his home, he has burst in tears of joy. But when my father came, he was paranoid briefly that it was to reclaim the land my grandfather left behind. Nothing could have been farther from the truth—our father was a city slicker through and through.

Paces away from Nicolo’s home, Rena and Enzo led our straggling procession to the town hall, where the mayor, Vito Mangiapane (who shares a surname with our maternal great grandmother) met us and gave each of us a signed book on the history of Cammarata. He told us he was honored that we made the long trip back to his little mountain village of 6,500 inhabitants. He pointed to the town’s age-old emblem—a woman nursing a serpent on either of her breasts. It was designed by a Spanish count to represent how the Cammaratesi welcomed foreigners. “Nourish others and let yourself go hungry,” Rena translated the symbolism, explaining how the people here had always welcomed strangers.

This revelation of such extreme generosity hit a nerve as we all remembered how anyone—friend or stranger—who appeared on our doorstep at meal time was invited to sit and eat. I recalled a letter from my father, years into his empty nest, in which he said he was in the process of “adopting 10 more kids, one for each of you guys,” from around the world, spreading his postal-worker pension thinner than we could imagine.


That evening in nearby Casteltermini more than fifty of us sat down together to break bread—and twirl pasta—in the Lupo Nero, the restaurant in the agriturismo Parco Sette Lune. a 300-acre reserve with horses, donkeys, skeet shooting, and hunting. Tom who had just begun discovering Sicily in 2000 and meeting with the warmth and hospitality of our Sicilian kin had gone all out and even had commemorative T-shirts made for every one of us. They featured an insignia with our names and the date with the bright red and gold, Trinacria, the ancient three-legged symbol of the tri-cornered island. Best of all, each of us received a seven-foot-wide family tree dating back to 1834 that Tom, Rena, and Enzo had assembled.

As we all sat and marveled how Tom’s planning of this impossibly successful trip led to this moment, he stood and gave a 20-minute brindisi, or toast. Tom spoke the English and his fluent Italian-speaker daughter, Christina, (who dates home-grown Sicilian men), repeated all in Italian.

Punch drunk on wine, food, toasts, and the hyper-smiling and gesturing one does to reach across a gap of language, time, and place, we all stayed up late, well past exhaustion.

Back in Cefalú we still had a whole weekend to recover. Each day, we slowly collected in an al fresco café and discussed for hours where the day might go. The church bells might remind us there was a thing called time. We avoided the heated, nerve-jangling political debates our family often engages in. Topics of conversation were nothing more controversial than whether to have a second espresso, where to shop, or who did nephew Michael’s new, fat baby, Olivia, who was born in Italy, look like.

It was as if after years of having gone out into the world to slay our respective dragons, we could finally far niente—do nothing—but savor la dolce vita. In this sense, this trip was a coming home of the most memorable sort.
Oh, and last I heard, Palazzo Maria has had no plumbing problems.

Four generations meet in Cammarata, Sicily

Guidelines that made our family reunion abroad successful (or not):
1. We had, Tom, one person willing to take charge of the big planning—finding a suitable place, lodgings, time frame.

2. Tom used our family email list to check in regularly on who was on board with the idea. Since we spread from Prague to California, the Internet was indispensable for us.

3. He began to plan the trip and its time frame about eight months ahead of time. Because we have teachers in our family, we were not able to choose off-season times, which would have been cheaper.

4. We had the benefit of Tom’s having been to Cefalu and seen the lodgings. But still for our large group he needed to work with someone abroad—Massimo TK of Sicilian Break.

5. Each individual or families were responsible for their own airline arrangements, but we shared tips on possible airfare bargains.

6. When planning this far out, it’s important to check on lodging cancellation policies.

7. And trip insurance would have saved my brother, Jim, the loss of a lot of money on our mother’s first class airfare. Mom fell and broke her hip and was still in rehab come departure time.

8. If people had gripes with their lodgings (invariably they do) once they arrived, it was their responsibility to work it out with Massimo, not Tom, who had done his best to meet requirements.

9. Never discuss politics on a family vacation. We were golden here.

10. Eat, drink, and recall the good times with gusto.


SERVICE INFORMATION

Sicilian Break, Via Porpora, 11; tel: 39-0921-925060; fax 39-0921-922259; www.sicilianbreak.it

Information on Cefalu: www.cefalu.it

Palazzo Maria · Piazza del Duomo, 18 · 90015 Cefalù (PA), Italia · Tel. +39.0921.925060 Fax +39.0921.922259 · info@palazzomaria.it

Lupo Nero at the Sette Lune Park. The web site (in Italian only at this time) is: www.settelune.com.

Birding in San Blas, Mexico

A fowl obsession in Mexico

By Camille Cusumano

      Spotted WrenArmando Santiago Navarrette is impressively quick on the draw. Where I see only the dense canopy of the Mexican cloud forest’s coffee bushes, palms, gumbo limbo, and soft-shell fig trees, he sees a rufous-bellied chachalaca, a citreoline trogon, a red-headed tanager, or a golden-cheeked woodpecker. Upon each sighting, he positions and focuses his high-powered spotting scope. As I look through the lens, he flips open to a colorful line drawing of the scoped bird in A Guide to the Birds of Mexico by Steven Howell. All this takes place in under 30 seconds.

Bare-throated tiger heron, Chris WoodA fluent English speaker who has worked as a guide for more than thirty years, Armando has led bird lovers from as far as Great Britain, Canada, Germany, and, of course, the United States around his native San Blas. His tranquil Pacific Coast fishing village of 45,000 sits along a major flyway, a pleasant two-and-a-half-hour drive north of Puerto Vallarta.

Citreoline trogon, Chris Wood“I have never met such cooperative fowl,” I joke with Armando after I have just logged species numbers 27 and 28—a black-throated magpie jay and Sinaloa crow—on my newly initiated life list. Both are among some 20 species, along with the purplish-backed jay, rusty-crowned ground-sparrow, and red warbler, that are found only in West Mexico.Sunset, San Blas, Chris Wood
I hadn’t planned on becoming a birder on this, my first visit to San Blas since the late 1970s. My boyfriend Dan and I had driven up from Puerto Vallarta only to take a couple of days’ backward look at my old haunt. We checked into the Hacienda Flamingos on Calle Juarez, formerly a weathered, but cheap and sturdy, 100-plus-year-old hotel where I had made my nest in ’70s.

Having noted on our drive into town some unsightly damage from thewhale_san_blas.jpg 2002 Hurricane Kenna—downed power lines and peeling or abandoned buildings—I was delighted to find that the Flamingos, had morphed into an upscale gem with gorgeous décor and landscape. Our spacious room with marble bathroom opened to an arcaded courtyard patio with leather chairs.

After a bathe in the aquamarine pool, I was content to laze, taking in a riot of color—a yellow-and-lilac stone bench here, a terra-cotta wall overhung with yellow trumpet vine and magenta bougainvillea there. But Dan, a de facto naturalist never content to leave stones unturned, or feathers un-keyed, had found in the hotel lobby this 38-page booklet, A Birding Guide to San Blas, Nayarit by Thomas P. Ryan.

In it, Ryan recommends three local guides, and it was serendipitous that we chose the first name on the list, Armando’s. When we called him to set up a trip, he must have run (flown, perhaps) over to the hotel, because he was there in five minutes outlining our plan Mangrove, San Blas, Chris woodfor the next morning: “Bring lunch, bug repellent, and water. See you at 6 a.m. sharp¬—cost is $100 for the day.”

And so at this morning’s darkest hour, he arrives cocking his ear, naming the playful hooting sound we barely notice—of a pygmy owl. We drive in our rented car for less than 30 minutes to the cloud forest above nearby La Palma and hear the call again.
Dawn breaks, and the first bird we see is the fashion-conscious russet-crowned motmot. It styles a notch in its long tail by pecking away a circle of feathers a few inches deep in the tail and it makes us think of the mullet hairdo on hipsters who similarly clear-cut their hair in a circle around their skulls.

I keep waiting for a lull between sightings. But nothing eludes Armando. His eyes are peeled, his ears are ever poised. “Here that? A happy wren. It’s very speckled.” The book is already open to the image. I’m grateful I’ve worn long cargo pants, a hat, and a Buzz-off shirt which minimize the need to swat, so I can write as fast as our chirping guide names things.

Armando_Santiago.jpg“Birders love it here,” Armando exclaims, “because they can stay in one hotel in the village and depart daily to a different habitat within a sixty-mile circle and watch an astounding variety of species: pelagic, coastal, shore, marshland, flatland, mid-mountain, and high-mountain (4,800 feet) birds. In other words, they can see migratory birds, non-migratory birds, endemic birds, occasional visitors, and vagrants. They can increase their life lists by up to 300 species in a week.”

Jump-starting my own list, which will eventually number fifty-seven species in two days under his tutelage, I’m a believer. I recall a day of birding during a trip to Belize that didn’t bring this many colored feathers to my eye.

San Blas hosts the country’s largest estuary (some 200,000 hectares), which has its headwaters in the Sea of Cortes (called the “world’s aquarium” by Jacques Cousteau). So Armando leads many tourists on sea-faring trips to watch bottle-nose dolphins or humpback whales or to fish the teeming waters. But he makes the most money at bird guiding.

Birders, Lower Singayta Nayarit, Chris WoodHe tells us that San Blas started becoming a well-known secret among birders with the publishing of a guidebook in 1969 by Peter Alden, Finding Birds in Western Mexico. In 1986, another popular book followed, Where to Find Birds in San Blas, Nayarit by Rosalind Novick and LanSing Wu.

Our spirited guide’s expertise seems so second nature that it is hard toArmando and friends believe his amusing account of his first bird guiding trip 30 years ago. “I identified birds solely by their color, black or brown,” he says. Today he owns 17 birding books and his enthusiasm is infectious and persuasive. When he wrote an editorial in his local newsletter column, Ecologia, criticizing well-to-do Mexicans who for personal prestige kept birds caged, a rash of these pet owners set their birds free.

Even as we look for a spot to sit, he names and describes things. “Watch this vine—it’ll tie you up like a rope. . . thrrrr, thrrrr . . . that’s the call of a jay. Ah, here’s a royal lemon tree. Taste the best citrus there is— no acid.” We squeeze the proffered fruit into our water bottles for a pleasant agua fresca. He points to an elongated maroon flower, that falls and leaves finger-size would-be banana-lings.

“The Japanese import them and make banana flower soup,” he says as we plop on rocks to eat. Butterflies flit through the forest. Armando recounts an Aztec tale for one, the papillote, that received its name for its white and papery appearance. One fritillary the color of papaya lands on this very fruit which we are sharing, then flies off. “He found his papaya—now he is looking for his mamaya,” Armando laughs.

san_blas.jpgHe says we absolutely must see, the nocturnal northern potoo (Nyctibius jamaicensis), a bird that scrunches up its face by day to blend in with a tree snag as it sleeps. The line drawing reminds me of a cabbage patch doll. But we would have to take an evening trip San Blas’s Rio San Cristobal. Dan and I, overwhelmed with the spectacles of six hours and some 28 species, beg off. But we enlist Armando and his boundless energy for another early trip the following day.

We take the afternoon to look around the San Blas of my “mis-spent youth.” I tell Dan how Playboy magazine had called it a dump not worth the effort it took to get there. Which was why I had made beeline for the place that is still low-key, charmingly time-warped, and not overrun with tourists or fleshpots like PuertoVallarta.

Along with waves of other aimless gringas, I had parked my bikini-clad body under palm fronds at the still-popular nearby Matanchen Bay scoping out two-legged creatures—young bronzed surfers, domestic and foreign. We all threw back cervezas and Presidente brandy. We roasted freshly caught shark on a beach grill and ate it with our fingers. We watched ingenious Mexicans burn green coconut husks to stave off sand flies. Ah, but then, most of us spread our wings for the flyway of life.

The Flamingos, a former German consulate, is across from the remains of a 19th-century customs house, which recalls San Blas’s glory days as a port center of trade, with flamboyant Spanish galleons passing through. It was also from here that the Franciscan friars embarked on their indoctrination of the Californias.

Dan and I stroll two blocks to the plaza, where we visit the decaying old church El Templo de San Blas (circa 1810), its stone and wood, a place of worship as much for the faithful as for life forms from fungi to smut to termites. Right next to it, the never-completed newer one (La Apostolica Romana de San Blas—begun in the 1960s), also in sweet decline, stands like a metaphor for the never fully conquered spirituality of Mexico.
Off the plaza is the mercado that still purveys, among the various raw ingredients of lively Mexican cuisine, much tropical produce. We buy some sugar cane to snack on and look for the vendor whose seething slabs of chile-lime-spiked jicama were once the sole and satisfying bulk of my midday meal.

Armando on an outing, Chris WoodWe drive down the main street, Calle H. Batallon to Borrego Beach for a pleasant sunset walk, then consider where to dine. The restaurants from the old days—Amparo’s, MacDonald’s, Diligencia, Torino’s, Las Islas—are all still there offering their simple interpretations of the fresh local shrimp, oysters, lobster, red snapper, pampano, or butterfish.

But we try a new place, El Delfin, the restaurant in Canela Garzas Hotel, where the Cordon Bleu-trained chef cooks the best meal of our trip. We start with a crisp Semillon white from Chile that pairs deliciously with the tender, chunky ceviche; the butter-sweet squid; seafood-and-goat-cheese-stuffed poblano chile in a creamy salsa verde with almonds; and grilled garlic shrimp in a caramelized brown sauce.

San Blas, with its liquid boundaries on all sides, whether ocean, lagoon, or mangrove swamp, is practically an island. So there are many places to choose from for our second outing, including a hardcore birder’s paradise, the local sewage pond. We opt for a popular La Tovara (a Nuahat word meaning “where water is”), an excursion on Rio San Cristóbal, in a panga, a motorized boat, through one of San Blas’s jungle-smothered estuaries.

As we ply the brown waters through dense mangrove, dragonflies swarm the air, vibrant red bromeliads—related to the pineapple plant—burst into view. We hear the tick tick of a Louisiana water thrush. A Mexican treefrog goes burp, burp.

Within minutes, we spot the memorable boat-billed herons (they remind me of Heckle and Jeckle), ahninga (a waterfowl that hangs its wings out to dry like cormorants), belted kingfish, calandria (a stunning black and yellow bird that builds hanging nests like over-sized beehives), and several other herons —yellow-crowned night, green, black-crowned night. Oh my.

We hardly use our binoculars. The feathered creatures appear to us in foliage, tree snags, or fly so close, we can key them quickly. A cloudy sky affords perfect flat light, too. At one turn in the lazy river, Armando is uncharacteristically quiet as he keys a bird, then hands me the binoculars.

“You are lucky—it’s a rare Colima warbler.”

I don’t tell him I’m not impressed—it’s so small . . . and brownish. (But a couple of days later I read about this very species in Mark Obmascik The Big Year, in which three inveterate birders undertake extraordinary and bank-account-breaking adventures to spot, among others, that very bird. This “tale of man, nature, and fowl obsession,” proves to be the perfect companion for the trip.)

We spot from the safety of our boat three crocodiles—looking lazy, cartoonish, and benign. Armando explains that they were almost extinct but the government brought them back through farms. They grow up to 21 feet long and live to be 100 years.
We also see several coatimundi (an odd creature somewhere between a raccoon and an anteater) lounging in trees. Crows high in a sour custard tree drop the fruit to feed turtles below. And many fat, bright green iguanas camouflage themselves by hugging branches.

“The green iguana will make you a friend in five minutes,” says Armando, “but the black iguana, never. It’s very aggressive.” He explains that in Chiapas, Oaxaca, and Guerrero, the iguana eggs are a delicacy. “You pay about two pesos for 20 eggs and they taste like chicken eggs.”

Driving back to town from La Tovara—having logged 26 species—we spot what at first looks like pink flamingoes. But it’s the roseated spoonbills They mingle, just off-shore on their breeding ground along Highway 15, with the snowy and great egrets They are related to the ibis, says Armando. It’s one of the most thrilling sights—and we didn’t need binoculars.

We tell Armando that we will spend a couple of nights in San Pancho (or San Francisco) on our way back to Puerto Vallarta. Naturally, he has a bird that we must see there, the lilac-crowned parrots. “It’s easy. Just turn left as you go out of town, go under the bridge. Take the trail about 300 yards. You’ll see a flock of them. You can’t miss them.”

Easy for Armando to say.

We did just as he instructed (though to this day, I wonder if we only went 200 yards). We saw no parrots. We did see a calendria and its tenement-size nest. But heck, you can see them everywhere. Now, It’s those lilac crowns I dream of now and of that comical potoo’s scrunched up face. My list will grow by at least two next time—with Armando’s guidance, of course.

SERVICE INFORMATION:

GETTING THERE – I flew Alaska Airlines direct/nonstop from San Francisco.

SLEEPS
Hacienda Flamingos , Juarez No. 105, 63740 San Blas, Nayarit,
Tel: (323) 285-0485- 285-0930; about $77/doubles til December (seems to have gone down since my visit in 2005)
Hotel Garza Canela, Paredes #106 Sur, San Blas, Nayarit, Mexico, 63740; tel/fax: (323) 285—112; about $110/doubles including breakfast.

EATS – For breakfast or lunch, ou can get some good fish tacos and other local Mexican food at the counters in the mercado off the plaza where local eat.
For fine dining and a great wine list: El Delfin in Hotel Garza Canela.
Other good local restaurants: La Isla, Mercado y Paredes, (328) 5-04-07
McDonalds, Juárez No.73, (328) 5-04-32.

BIRDING INFO:
Look for A Birding Guide to San Blass, Nayarit by Thomas P. Ryan in Hotel Garza Canela, Hacienda Flamingoes, and other hotels in San Blas. You can also order a copy at www.sanblasbirds.com or by emailing sanblasbirds@aol.com.
The local guides:
Armando Santiago – 011-52-323-285-0859
Chencho – 011-52-323-285-0716
Manuel Lomeli – 011-52-323-285-0558

WHEN TO GO – November through April.

DRIVING: We rented a car when we arrive at Puerto Vallarta airport, from National–$230 with all taxes and full insurance for 8 days. The road near San Blas was a little potholed in areas, but nothing serious, and we heeded the guidebooks’ advice to drive only by day. You can also take a bus to San Blas from Puerto Vallarta.
Highly recommended “traveling companion”: The Big Year by Mark Obmascik, an exhilarating and inspiring account of three dogged birders competing to spot the most North American species in one year.

Savoring Patagonia

The story below recounts my first visit to awesome Patagonia. During my second visit in 2007, I had an experience that I’ll remember for life. Please read about it at the noteworthy Perceptive Travel Web Magazine.

The_Towers.jpg“I wonder when the last rock slide occurred,” I say to Holger, my German hiking companion, as we scramble, occasionally on all fours, to scale this steep rubble. Our target point, atop a nearly vertical incline, is the lookout for the three towers.

It’s another wet and windy day in Torres del Paine, Chile’s national park where these Patagonian treasures have grown up over the eons. Holger seems unconcerned with geological instability here at the stem end of the earth, where tectonic plates meet. He powers up ahead of me, no poster boy for the dangers of smoking on which I have given up lecturing him.

We hooked up back at the Las Torres Refugio, whereEasy Day in Torres de Paine_1.jpg we are lodging, to hike to one of the park’s namesake attraction. (Torres is towers and Paine, Pie-ee-nay, is transliteration for the indigenous Nandu people’s word for blue, the color of so much water here.) We’ve left all vegetation behind just after the five-mile mark of the trail to reach this slope that looks like a demolition site where a wrecking ball felled a structure and spread the jagged debris over the ridge in chaotic fashion.

Sharp-edged boulders tumble over each other precariously ready to slide with just the right pressure. But as I watch the steady stream of hikers persevering upward, I realize I’m wrong, this ground has been well trampled.

El_Chalten.jpgThe last time I had similar visions of being entombed was in Southeast Alaska when I climbed the Chilkoot Trail out of Skagway. In fact, that trail’s last kilometer, a near 90-degree angle of stacked rock, was called “the tower” by the 1898 gold-seekers climbing the pass into the Yukon’s Klondike. It’s as if I’m ascending the planet’s mirror image of its northerly 54th parallel.

With little chance of stone cairns balancing or standing out, bright orange slashes of paint on the boulders guide the hiker toward the top. (The Chilkoot used orange poles.) Holger and I make it to the summit safely and I expect to look down on a symmetry of more talus, falling into a basin.

But the spectacle, austere as the moon, features a snow-fed jade-green lake at the base of the sheer granite obelisks. We catch up with two other fellow lodgers, Sunny (from India by way of the Bronx) and Laurie (a man, from England). Along with about a hundred other gawkers, we take in the bare bones of the uplifted granite, gray igneous monoliths still partly sheathed in black sedimentary rock. Laurie and Sunny rock-hop down to the lake for photos of the towers, named South, Central, and North. The last, at an altitude 2,850 meters, is the highest.

Fitz_Roy.jpgThere is some hushed chat about a man, who appears to be in his late sixties and in good shape. He fell, lower down the talus, about the time I was worried about rock slides. He landed on the side of his face and got a deep gash that will no doubt require medical attention. It’s about eight inches long and bandaged with lots of gauze, thanks to his friends. He was determined to summit and has not let this wound turn him back. What a trooper.

Listening to the young and old who have made this pilgrimage, as they shoot images of the bald scape, I decipher many tongues. Hebrew, German, French, Spanish, Italian, Scandinavian, and Japanese blend with every brand of English, from Yankee, Cockney, and Queen’s to Kiwi and Aussie. I realize that Patagonia, a land mass of Andean peaks, plateaus, and plains pocked with bodies of water at South America’s tail end, is not so far-flung these days.

I once thought it was and that I would never get closer than the seat of my pants. Going on 20 years now, I’ve owned a pair of much-loved aquamarine pants from Patagonia, the ecologically-aware outdoor outfitter foundHot_Hiker_in_Torres_de_Paine.jpged by French climber Yvon Chouinard. My pants are like a cloth travel trunk (pardon the pun) with patches or holes on butt, knees, and thighs, representing wear and tear from many walks on the wild side. Besides the Chilkoot, they accompanied me on New Zealand’s Routeburn and Rees Dart tracks, Kauai’s Napali coast, Italy’s Cinqueterre, California’s Trinity Alps, and countless times on the Sierra Nevada’s John Muir and Pacific Crest trails, including two of the range’s “fourteeners,” mounts Whitney and Langley.

But I won’t be adding Torre del Paine’s W or Circuit to the pants’Hiking to Fitz Roy_1.jpg roster. These two backpack trips, requiring four to nine days outback, carrying 30- to 40-pound packs with lots of waterproof gear—maybe cement for tent stakes—I happily leave to the world’s many younger adventurers. Their dauntless trekking affords them access to some of the park’s most extraordinary scenery, including the desolate beauty on the back sides of peaks. But I don’t envy their having to all but mortar down their tents against fierce howling winds that make grown men and women go down on their knees and crawl.

Which is exactly what I have to do on my way back to Las Torres. Holger and I have separated because I lingered in the warm atmosphere of the Chile Refugio along the trail. I had no one to cling to as I tried to round a narrow ridge corner with a drop off, which the sudden wind—seemingly 60 mph—wanted me to test. I sat on the ground until the wind settled down.

I had no more such challenges the rest of my return down the broad Mariposa_Fitz_Roy_Trail.jpgrolling pampa steppe. After leaving the only trees here, thin stands of “lenga,” a sort of beech tree that turns golden yellow in fall, the vegetation is all low growth, mostly the calafate or blueberry bush (pity, there are no bears, only the lama-like guanaco, here to eat them).

The landscape mimics tundra in its open expansiveness with lots of big sky. In spring there are wildflowers, including virgin’s slippers. But it is late March during my visit, fall, so I see only the late bloom of a brilliant orange-red flower of the Chilean fire bush.

I have arrived the previous day from El Calafate, Argentina, a five-hour bus ride to the park entrance. From there, a van with guide (alwaysglacier.com) gave us all a brief tour of the park before depositing us at our lodging. As we rolled over the unpaved, packed-dirt roads, I could see the visual appeal here where the Andes give way to Tierra del Fuego.

Dark peaks, many still cloaked in snow, rag the horizon. Besides the On Our Way to Fitz Roy_1.jpgdruid-like towers, a formation called the Cuernos del Paine rises above Lago Pehoé, one of many lakes we passed, whose waters seem to come in three shades—emerald, aquamarine, and sapphire. When the relentless wind blows, it’s a sight to see hundreds of frothy white caps stand up and dance on their rippling waters.

We passed many native guanaco (llama kin) foraging on the plains, who having never been hunted let humans get very close—though still, with the risk of being spat upon. I saw a bird with a wide wingspan swoop down into the low brush. Daniel, our guide said it was a caracara, a type of hawk. I wanted it to be a condor. But I’d have to wait.

We parked near a sign that said “don’t feed the foxes (gray)” but saw no foxes, and walked 1,500 feet to the Salto Grande, a waterfalls that is a mini replica of Iguazu’s Devil’s Throat. It crashes with a forbidding gurgle from Lago Nordenskjold into Lago Pehoe, The wind knocked most of us down at least once and we found we could lean a good 45 degrees into it and not fall until it died. A common photo pose here.

Although we had some rain and clouds, we were lucky, Daniel said, toTorres de Paine_1.jpg have unimpeded views of the usually mist-shrouded towers and cuernos. When a couple of rainbows appeared he said notice how they are flatter, given their location here at the bottom of the earth. But he is a biologist not a physicist to be trusted with commentary on curved space.

It’s not peak season during my visit, but the park still feels crowded at times, given its remoteness. A ranger told me that in 2006, the park received 117,000 visitors, most arriving in summer (December through February) and most of them backpackers doing the W or the Circuit. Alaska’s Arctic National Wildlife Refuge (ANWR), where I spent 10 days in 1991 camping, rafting, and hiking felt much more remote and isolated. At that time ANWR, which unlike Patagonia can only be reached by bush plane, was getting about 15,000 visits per year. Which is about how many people go through the revolving doors at Grand Central Station in an hour (or is it a day?).

I am not at all disappointed by the number or quality of people. I meet mostly foreigners, hardly any Americans, many of whom share my home of three nights. The sprawling Las Torres Refugio, a stylish wood-log structure, features quarried-stone floors, beamed high cathedral ceilings, and large-paned windows. It’s spacious, airy, and crawling with young trekkers.

Wild_OrchidsEl_Chalten.jpgBack from my hike, I find its three wood-burning stoves roaring and Holger enjoying a hamburger—before he steps outside for a smoke.
I sink into a bean-bag chair seeking solitude in a commons area where throw pillows and an acoustic guitar suggest group sing-alongs occur. My bed is a comfortable lower bunk in a cheery dorm sleeping six, but I’m the only one for two of the nights. In the morning through my picture window, I see snowy peaks, wild hares browsing, and horses running loose from a nearby estancia.

There is other middle- and high-end lodging here, including the nearbyDarwin cordillera in Tierra del fuego_1.jpg Hosteria Las Torres ($141/night) and the exclusive Explora on the edge of Lago Pehoe (four nights run $2,170 to $3,110 a person including all meals and activities like horse riding, birding trips and nature walks-NYT). But I enjoy my refugio’s camaraderie and the buzz of young people who may shower or eat there before retreating to tents in the camp area. (I end up paying about $100/day for my bed, incidentals, and two meals a day, including wine.)

I find Holger, post-smoke, chatting with Juan, an Argentine man who has saved and planned many years for this trip. His eyes glow and tear with satisfaction—Patagonia has lived up to his wildest dreams. He works for utilities in a province outside of Buenos Aires, and Holger and I regret that he won’t join us for dinner. He retreats to his room, or tent maybe, to dine alone on food he brought in to save on expenses.

Hike_in_torre_del_paine.jpgHolger, who is a structural engineer, Sunny, a research biologist, Laurie, a photographer, and I all sup together on the inn’s fixed menu, lasagne with meat sauce this night. At some point they seem to forget, or not mind, that I am there, and discuss their relationships, the women who’ve left them (Holger and Sunny) or whom they left (Laurie). It’s sweet to be included. Sunny says it takes four years to make a breakthrough in his research and relationships are much harder by comparison.

Then Holger tries to get one of the cooks, a young Chilean woman, to show him her country’s folkloric dance, the cueco, which is an aggressively flirtatious line dance between men and women, with pañuelas (handkerchiefs). She demurs, saying she doesn’t have the right music, but Laurie (who recoils into stiff British demeanor) and I think she is intimidated by Hoger’s wine-induced Teutonic exuberance.

She looks relieved when we lead him outside. There we crane ourHosteria_las_torres_dumpling_clouds_overHosteriadel_torres.jpg necks back to see stars, silver sparkles scattered thickly over black velvet, with the translucent Milky Way achingly close. The sky is so dense with stars, it’s impossible to pick out any constellations. Someone, not I, claims to see Orion’s belt.

GLACIERS
Given my more than half-dozen trips to Alaska, it is impossible for me not to compare it with Patagonia. Especially when it comes to the ice (one web site says Alaska has half of the world’s glaciers, but there are many here and I need to do more research to see how they compare quantity wise). In a March 4, 2007, New York Times article, the reporter writes, “Nowhere else are glaciers as accessible as they are in Patagonia.”

Perito_Moreno.jpgThat may well be true, given that most of the glaciers I’ve seen in Alaska I’ve had to reach by boat or plane. Twice I’ve sailed to those in the Inside Passage’s famous gorge-walled Tracy Arm, where big ships can’t go. Once I cruised to those in Glacier Bay National Park to see many more tidewater glaciers (including Sawyer, Muir, and Marjorie) calving thunderously by the minute, with sea mammals sidling up on the floes. I’ve flown over LeConte, near Petersburg, in a small plane. Three I’ve approached by road vehicle and on foot: Portage Glacier, an hour from Anchorage; Exit Glacier near Seward; Mendenhall in Juneau.

Folks, my brown eyes have seen a lot of blue ice.

And I never tire of gazing upon all those mounds of densely packedLenticular_Cloud_over_torres_del_paine.jpg six-sided crystals. So my second day in Torres del Paine is as memorable as the first as I head toward Grey’s Glacier. It may be accessible by foot, but it’s a hell of a long day to get there from my refugio and not possible to go and return in a day. Had I gotten the right information, I could have taken a $44 cruise down Lago Grey to the glacier then hiked back. But the flow of info here is as speedy as the mail.

I figure I’ll go as far as I can. I take a 9 am shuttle to Laguna Amargael_Chalten.jpg (Bitter Gap) where there is a small ranger station-cum-visitor center. After about 15 minutes a bus takes me to Lago Pehoe, where I have a scenic wait for a 12 pm catamaran.

The purser is about to de-boat me as my cash stash does not include dollars or Chilean pesos to pay. But a kind Israeli man comes to my aid, exchanging my Argentine pesos. It takes 30 minutes to sail the length of Lake Pehoé. By 1:15pm I’m on the far shore, where there’s expensive hostelry and a camp edging a broad valley, green with low stands of lenga and calafate.

hike_to_towers_in_t_de_p.jpgThe most salient aspect this mild day is the absence of wind. I let the droves of young backpackers go ahead of me, so I have to myself that rare silence in the wilderness you cannot bottle. I stop every now and then to let it fill me and my lungs and to look at the peaks off to my northeast, the cuernos or horns. There is a remarkably deep cleft, or couloir, between two. And they have names, too, Espade (sword), Hoja (leaf), Mascara (mask), Este (east) and Principal, the highest at 2,600 meters.

Up valley on the far side of the crest is a big, beautiful view of the expansive Lake Grey. I begin weaving with backpackers again who are doing the Circuit or the W. The trail hugs the ridge high above the lake through dense vegetation. I don’t make it to Grey’s face, but what I do see let’s me more than fill in the blanks.

I get far enough to see a dramatic seam in the lake waters, where it goes from clear to cloudy, suddenly thick with glacial flour ground off mountains. And I begin to see the “babies.” At least a couple of dozen fancifully shaped icebergs, some as blue as sapphire, have calved and floated away from the big mama. It’s pretty awesome, but the glacier is still a couple of hours away and I have to turn back to catch the catamaran by 6:30 pm.

My legs have no regrets. Back at Pehoe, late sun is turning the bunchHosteria_las_Torres.jpg grasses grass blond against the navy blue lake and shape-changing the Andes peaks, which are very close in view.

On the catamaran’s return trip, I meet a couple from Manchester England. They look very suburban, which is to say not terribly outdoorsy. But they have a serene look on their faces and they have a secret that they share with me. They came here 35 years ago. There was nothing, almost no one, not a shred of development. They hitched around, bivouacked against the elements, and experienced the fabled land that Bruce Chatwin, Patagonia’s John McPhee, wrote about.

Now they were lodging in high end comfort, while their son did the Circuit. They didn’t resent the development at all but thought it was great—now more people could come here. It didn’t detract from the emptiness they recalled. After all, the park is 242,242 hectares—California and Texas put together—so, if one were determined one could with some effort still find that isolation today.

I spend the morning of the day I am leaving to return to El Calafate atbus_top_on_way_to_Ushuaia.jpg Laguna Amarga with Laurie where he sets up his camera and tripod waiting for sun to hit some snowy peaks just right. In those four hours, everything comes to me, including, at last, el condor. Charcoal black with a snowy white ring around its neck, it has a majestically wide wingspan of three meters.

First I see one, then two, then more than a dozen, flying and hunting on the nearby hillside. I change Laguna Amarga’s name to Condor Roost. Laurie and I suppose they could carry off a baby guanaco, some of whom have come down to munch near us. A little pond is filled with ducks including, striking upland geese, or caiquen, with barred bodies that remind me of herringbone suits. There are also some colorfulMeadowlark.jpg songbirds nearby—a few long-tailed meadowlark, one singing on the ranger station’s antenna, with orange-red necks, and several rufous-collared sparrows. All we need is the puma that roams here and we’d have a good length of the food chain in one spot.

EL CALAFATE

fire_bush_torres_del_paine.jpgMost visitors to Torre del Paine arrive by way of Port Natales, a scenic fishing town in Chile, a two-hour bus ride away. But, as I am based in Buenos Aires, I have come by way of El Calafate, a town that grew up around tourism. Still, it is attractive, situated on the huge Lago Argentino, and seems to have as many travel agencies as restaurants. They offer excursions to most Patagonia attractions, including Ushaia (the world’s most southerly town and departure point for Antarctica cruises), Fitzroy or Chalten (a lofty peak that you can view from a long hike) and to Perito Moreno, one of a very few glaciers that, despite global warming, is not retreating, but is in equilibrium. It’s one of Argentina’s stellar tourist attractions. You can’t go home without seeing it.

I meet up with California friends Dan and Diane, who are travelingPerito_Moreno.jpg around Chile and Argentina, to go see the Perito, which is located in Los Glaciares national park—along with 339 other glaciers. The whole excursion is packed with spectacularly memorable scenery, starting with the hour-long van ride to the park along Lake Argentina, which spreads, like an ocean, to the horizon with more Andes peak. There is a line of black silhouetted ones in the foreground against a background of pure snow-white covered ones in the distance. Absolutely stunning and unparalleled.

The park crawls with tourists but it’s quite organized. There are two ways to look upon the face of Perito, from a boat launch and from several tiers of footbridges. Dan, Diane, and I do both, starting with the launch.

We sail up pretty close to the face of this glacier, the likes of which I have never seen. It’s huge—30 kilometers long, being fed generously by the Southern Patagonian Ice Field, the world’s third largest reserve of fresh water. Perito’s terminus, which is what we are looking at, is five kilometers wide, and 60 meters above the lake surface—about a 20-story building. Diane and I try to guess how much Bombay Gin and Aqua-Velva it took to turn the ice that gorgeous color.

From our perspective, the terminus-face appears so cleanly hewn, as if a giant spatula smoothed out icing on a cake. But the tall compacted ice towers are calving—casting off “rooms” or stories of ice—though not as prolifically as the tidewater ones in Alaska, about every 20 to 30 minutes. Everyone waits with bated breath and a chain of exclamations arises when a hunk breaks away and crashes into the lake. It’s better than fireworks.

Hiking to Fitz Roy_1.jpgFrom the footbridges we hear and see more calving and read a sign that says a few dozen people have died in the past few years from flying ice—hence, do not poach off bounds. We also see, perched on a branch of a lenga tree hanging over the footbridge, the cutest little pygmy owl. He blinks and lets us get really close, up to three feet—and becomes the most photographed pygmy owl in these parts. Diane thinks he might be so still because he’s going into “torpor” to conserve energy.

Back in El Calafate, we share a few good meals, including one at La Tablita— delicious lake trout and grilled lamb, which arrives on a cast-iron hotplate. We stroll the wooden sidewalks past storefronts packed with rhodochrocite, or Inca rose stone, the national gem of Argentina. It’s attractively set into much silver jewelry with turquoise and lapis lazuli.

Then Dan and Diane are off to Bariloche and I discover yet one more (unsung) treasure. The Laguna Nimez, a 15-minute walk from town, is a bird-lover’s haven right by the edge of the lake. About 100 species of birds, mostly waterfowl, use the protected wetlands around twoLaguna_Nimez_flamencos.jpg lagoons to feed, breed, and stopover during migration (how strange to hear that birds fly north for the winter). I follow the trail around the bigger lagoon on two occasions and see many species, including black-necked ibis, coscoroba swan, Andean ruddy duck, and a few harrier hawks. Also to be seen are shovelers, wigeons, pintails, falcons, plovers, gulls, and geese. But my favorite is the big flock of Chilean flamingos, their vivid pink feathers so dazzling against the sparkling waters.

It was one more wild image to take back with me, along with a bottle of opaque purple liqueur distilled from the calafate bush berries (good thing there are no bears!). All would be savored for a long time coming.

Note: This trip took place March, 2007. The photos are from another trip to Patagonia, November, 2007. Photos copyright Camille Cusumano and Dan Taaffe.

Heirloom Tomatoes in California

A love apple a day keeps the doctor away
One tomato supplies 35 calories and almost half of your daily vitamin C requirement. Tomatoes are a source of vitamin A and the minerals iron and potassium. In 1995, Harvard researchers found a tomato-rich diet to be associated with decreased risk of prostate cancer-due, they believe, to lycopene, the substance that lends the fruit its color. The American Institute for Cancer Research says antioxidants like lycopene protect the body’s cells from aging damage.

By Camille Cusumano

If the colors of the West, as author Jessamyn West contended, are “the colors of earth, sunlight, and ripeness,” then a plump, juice-gorged tomato might be the perfect regional symbol. Few crops approach the taste equivalent of earth and sun that bursts forth from a bite of ripe tomato. Of course, we’re talking about a tomato that has not traveled much farther than an arm’s length from the vine.

California, to be sure, coaxes bushels of the other tomato from its sun-drenched valleys, producing 90 percent of the nation’s processed tomatoes (for canning and prepared foods) and almost 50 percent of the fresh tomatoes (a misnomer, since most are picked green). The commercial Lycopersicon esculentum is a predictable variety bred to stand up to the rigors of traveling. Trucks are piled high with tomatoes that can survive the weight of 25,000 pounds. Now that’s some thick skin.

No matter how you dice them, these rough-and-ready ones can never rival their ripe-and-ready cousins. Which is one reason that 85 percent of America’s home gardeners grow their own tomatoes. Those of us who can’t grow our own are still lucky, though. Demand for a more giving tomato that upon the slightest provocation from our teeth explodes into a tart, juicy episode is fueling a revolution.

Everyone I speak to remembers this fragile tomato and, pardon the expression, sees red because markets largely supply us with hard, lackluster spheres. And everyone remembers, as I do, a grandparent (or parent or neighbor) who grew the world’s slurpiest, tastiest tomato.

This collective memory of standing, salt shaker in hand, in some lost garden of earthly delight has inspired small growers and some big growers to cultivate tomatoes for flavor, not tensile strength. The quiet, colorful revolution is best witnessed June through November at local farmers’ markets, natural food stores, and at either of two annual festivals in Northern California.

Last September, when harvest- time was at its height, I attended the TomatoFest at Quail Lodge in Carmel Valley. This lively event, July 30 this year is (like the one held at Santa Rosa’s Kendall-Jackson Wine Center, September 9), frolicsome with music, cooking demonstrations, and a bounty of local wines and tomato dishes. Its capacity crowd of 1,200 includes people from as far away as New Jersey. For tomato devotees, the main attraction is the tasting at altarlike tables spread ceremoniously with bite-size offerings of 200 varieties of heirloom tomatoes (open-pollinated varieties passed down through generations). I took my place in the long shuffling queue, speared my first tender morsel called ace and anointed my tongue with what tasted like a ray of hope for the tomato. Savoring its depth of flavor next to the market-driven version is like drinking cabernet sauvignon next to jug wine.
people at Carmel Valley’s Tomatofest
Tomato fans sample some 200 varieties at the TomatoFest.
“Over the last 35 years, heirlooms began losing ground to commercial hybrids,” says Gary Ibsen, who originated the TomatoFest to help reverse that trend. Ibsen, author of The Great Tomato Book (Ten Speed Press), grows tomatoes in Yuma, Modesto, and San Juan Bautista, and is quick to note that good hybrids needn’t be run out of town by heirlooms. “Three excellent hybrids,” he says, “are big beef, lemon boy, and orange sungold cherry.”

But if you arrive at these festivals with only visions of time-honored hybrids-beefsteak, early girl-you’re in for a wild sensory awakening. Joining the red, yellow, and orange varieties are purple-black, blue, green, and white ones. Shape and size run from sprawling globes to shapely pear, plum, cherry, and currant; some are smooth, others are ruffled or pleated like a pumpkin. The tomatoes are segregated by color, which helps cooks match them with wines. Judy Walker, a consultant to Kendall-Jackson, says, “Lighter colored tomatoes tend to complement lighter colored wines and darker tomatoes pair with darker wines.”

But most of us had brought clean palates for the experience of pure tomatoness. The range and complexity of flavor was even more staggering than the rainbow of colors. Like wine, each varietal expressed its variables-acid, sugar, fruit-in a new, surprising pattern.

In the orange varietals, I tasted everything from persimmon and papaya to squash and carrot; the green varieties were laced with hints of lemon and other citrus; in the red tomatoes were suggestions of pomegranate, earthen minerals.

A woman in line urged me to taste an orange striped wedge called amana. It was spry, with a spike of citron and a mellow finish. The Paul Robeson, developed by a fan of the singer in Russia, was rich and robust like Robeson’s voice.

After my taste buds had a private audience with every variety, I turned to the feast where more than three dozen chefs had interpreted the vegetable-like fruit’s affinity for everything from strong aromatics, like brash and cunning chil-ies, to mild foods, like white beans and delicate buffalo-milk mozzarella. The lifeblood of Latin and Mediterranean cooking, tomatoes have long served as a hearty basis for ingredient-rich soups and stews, such as bouillabaisse, gazpacho, and ratatouille; for pasta and pizza sauces; and for salsas. At the festival, chefs had spun them in new directions-a tomato-truffle jus for risotto; a tomato-infused polenta; in pancakes with balsamic syrup; in cobblers and scones with tomato jam; in towers with olives and smoked cheese; and even in desserts-fruit compote, napoleons, and ice cream.

Tomatoes have certainly evolved from their wild days in the Peruvian Andes, where the berry-size fruit was first found. The cultivated fruit as we know it today was developed in Mexico. It reached the Old World with the conquistadores between 1504 and 1544 and for a long time was misunderstood. Germans called it “apple of paradise,” Italians, “apple of gold” (it was yellow then) or “apple of love” (another aphrodisiac to them). The British called it poison, a case of failed logic: The tomato is in the same family as deadly nightshade, or belladonna.

Food historian Clifford Wright, author of the exhaustive Mediterranean Feast (William Morrow) says the first written evidence of the tomato’s use in cooking appears in 1692 in Antonio Latini’s Modern Carver, a recipe for salsa di pomadoro, alla spagnuola. It preceded by a century the pasta sauce we know and love today, which first appeared, Wright says, in 1790, in Leonardi’s Modern Apicius.

Unlike, say, arugula or eggplant, tomatoes have long been a mainstay in American cookery-where would BLTs, Manhattan clam chowder, or the California burger be without them? As their original goodness is restored, so is their status among great chefs. California cuisine progenitor Alice Waters, who brightens salads with the striped green zebra, orders tomatoes from 15 different small vendors in California for her Chez Panisse restaurant. The caprese salad-vinaigrette-dressed tomatoes, mozzarella, and basil-is no longer just in Italian restaurants, but widely found in high- and middlebrow establishments.

Their prolific usage might explain why tomatoes, even though often hum-drum, are a major crop in California. If you’ve been subsisting all year on the poor relations, take your taste buds for an awakening this summer to Carmel Valley or Santa Rosa.

Information:
TomatoFest
(831) 620-8830; www.tomatofest.com.
Kendall-Jackson Tomato Festival
(800) 544-4413, ext. 770, www.kj.com.
Both festivals benefit local charities.

In the Jungle, the Mayan Jungle

Original article in Via Magazine.

Jacques Cousteau, it’s said, put Belize’s coastline on the diver’s map. But beyond the reef and coral lies another side of paradise and you don’t have to be a marine explorer to get there.

By Camille Cusumano

Belize’s unspoiled Caribbean shores teem with brilliant sea life. With its 180-mile-long barrier reef and 200-isle archipelago, the Central American country was bound to be a haven for pleasure-seekers.

Snorkeling in warm waters and baking on white-sand beaches sounds wonderful for two days. It wouldn’t raise my pulse for eight. Beyond its seacoast, lagoons, and mangrove swamp lies Belize’s broadleaf rainforest. Twisting paths are overgrown with vines, lianas, and strangler figs. Black orchids and bromeliads proliferate amid mahogany trees and cohune palms. Thousand-foot falls and smoky rivers score the jungled face of mountains. The air waxes with the primordial calls of birds, insects, and howler monkeys, and throughout the forest, dark caves and Mayan ruins wait to be explored.

Put it all together with mountain biking and hiking, and my heart’s approaching its optimum rate. I’m not alone this April in choosing Belize to satisfy a tall order. Fifteen fellow travelers want to burn muscle, observe nature, and absorb culture on this amphibious tour, led by Backroads (of Berkeley). After six days exploring the wondrous rainforest on bikes and by foot, we’ll have our two days of liquid vacation on Ambergris, the largest of Belize’s offshore islets.

There’s not even a token couch hugger on this trip, which makes for one restless group the first day when our mountain bikes have not yet arrived. Our guides devise an appealing alternative in the Yucatecan Mayan village of San Antonio in Belize’s Cayo District.

Belize, an English-speaking country, was British Honduras from 1862 until 1973, but for three millennia it’s been home to Mayans. Our Mayan host provides distraction from itchy feet with a demonstration on carving Mayan gods in black slate, lunch of tamales and corn custard, and folk dance to marimba music. Just when it seems one more minute of “Yellow Bird” on the xylophone might reverse our contentment, our guides immerse us in nature.

In the pools of Rio On, that is, a series of water holes created as the On River flows over tiered granite. It’s our first intimate encounter with the wilderness of a country that scores high for its conservation efforts. Belize aggressively protects its rainforest, wetlands, and wildlife, with many national parks, sanctuaries, and preserves, including one for jaguars.

Our first day sans van is divided between hiking and biking, which brings us to King Vulture Falls. Across an emerald chasm, we train binoculars on the endangered scarlet-headed vultures that nest atop the falls. They pad around like tough guys in black leather and red bandannas. Maybe they’re watching us as we abandon our 21-speed Treks and hike to a vine-choked cascade, where the group’s daredevils leap 30 feet from slickrock into a deep pool.

We have yet to sight the odd-looking tapir, jaguar, ocelot, or jaguarundi said to roam this preserve. But as the day unfolds we get our share of biology lessons-from termites that distend the trunk of a tree and leaf-cutter ants that shear bushes to build “ant condos.” We set out an overripe banana and watch a blue morpho butterfly feed on it.

Israel, our Belizean guide, takes the helm, yanking at foliage, branches, and roots. He rubs an iodine-colored powder from one twig and says, “For ringworm in children.” He shows us Saint-John’s-wort, the antidepressant, and nine-leaf, used in babies’ pillows. Israel, whose childhood playground was the rainforest, amuses us as he describes a bird’s mating ritual as the Michael Jackson moonwalk. He presses the red rubeosa flower into his mouth and calls himself “hot lips.”

It’s a humid 94 degrees and our hardest day of cycling when I find my own identity. We’ve pedaled down the Maya Mountains on rolling dirt roads that are so corrugated, our bones keep rattling even after we stop. We all meet the van with the coveted ice chest in the shanty village of San Ignacio. You can almost hear cubes sizzle down sweltering flesh.

Gertie, a beauty consultant from New Jersey, and I lean our bikes against the little market and stroll the dirt roads. We give candy to barefoot urchins and locate the cinder-block home of fabled Mayan healer, Don Elijio Panti. As I fasten my helmet and mount my bike, Gertie commands in her German accent, “Come on, we bike together.”

She must be delirious, this seamlessly tanned blonde who looks ready for a high-fashion shoot even after a sweaty workout. But as we roll and her jewelry winks at me, I understand. Her eagerness for camaraderie stems from a morbid fear of Belize’s pit viper, the fer-de-lance.

As we strengthen our entourage with Terry from Malibu, I point out that we move more swiftly on bikes than any snake on its belly. Still, every vine or root clawing the dirt road is suspect and causes screams followed by laughter. I divert Gertie’s attention from the harmless striped snake she nearly embosses with her knobby tire.

Having survived all these would-be fer-de-lances, we need a name. “Cranksters” sticks-because we keep on cranking. The “club” provides the synergy we need to brave the heat. Between rounds of aimless laughter, we ford a river, bikes slung over shoulders; seek shade under palm fronds; get lost among orchards and citrus groves; and cross a ranch through cow flops and cattle egrets. We are the only ones to rise from hammocks at Black Rock on the Macal River and straddle our bikes. The rest of the group rides in the van the 8 miles to Chaa Creek.

Chaa Creek, the most magical spot on this trip, rewards our machisma. Its thatch-roof cottages are brightened by kerosene lamps and spread over a hilly clearing in the rainforest with plumeria, birds-of-paradise, and orchids.

We’ve spotted many of Belize’s hundreds of bird species, including parakeets, keel-billed toucans, and an emerald toucanette. But at Chaa Creek, the birds are having a convention. And insects have been invited, crickets on castanets, cicadas on the buzzsaw.

Each night, I imagine these arrhythmic screeches, hums, and groans coming from chanting monks or a John Cage orchestra-not bugs and birds. But one morning, amid the grieving-donkey moan of the game bird chachalaca and mournful call of pygmy owls, Israel points to nearly two dozen species of these racket-raisers. Rainbow-sherbet colors bleed across the lenses of our binoculars as we sight yellow-billed casiques, black-headed trogons, a wedge-tail saber, yellow-tailed saltater, and “that’s-no-banana-that’s-my-beak” toucans.

From Chaa Creek we can hike to undeveloped Mayan ruins, but the restored Xunantunich (Maiden of the Rock) is on our itinerary. Only the Cranksters cycle there. The others ride in the van to the site of this major Mayan ceremonial center. Its pyramid, El Castillo, rises 130 feet above the mounds, temple, and plaza, where thousands of Mayans wove the fabric of one of history’s most sophisticated societies from about A.D. 250 to AD 850. From atop the mossy ruin we sweep in views of the Peten Rainforest and Guatemala.

While the others go tubing on the Mopan River, the Cranksters pedal back to Chaa Creek. I climb a trail to the nature center and am mesmerized watching blue morphos break from cocoons, then hang their wings out to dry like satin parachutes.

Terry and Gertie take their knots and aches next door for massages at Rosita Arvigo’s Ix Chel, a place of healing named for the Mayan goddess of medicine. At Ix Chel, I purchase a few handcrafted “Rainforest Remedies,” tinctures of the plants that grow in the rainforest.

Many of us on the tour have been reading Arvigo’s inspiring book, Sastun, My Apprenticeship with a Maya Healer (Harper Collins). An American, Arvigo came to Belize in 1981 to practice natural healing. In San Ignacio, she found Don Elijio Panti, one of the last Mayan curanderas (traditional healers), and asked to apprentice to him. Until Panti’s death at 103 in 1996, Arvigo learned from the bush doctor in his little home/clinic, watching him heal his countryfolk with his hands, prayers, and herbs.

Who would guess that Panti, who drew his pharmacopoeia from among rainforest plants, might leave his mark on modern medicine?

In 1987 Michael Balick from the New York Botanical Garden Institute was in Belize collecting tropical plants to study for use in fighting cancer and AIDS. Balick met and was impressed with Arvigo and Panti. With their help, he eventually shipped thousands of rainforest plants to the National Cancer Institute. Today, the extracts from five plants have advanced to clinical trials for treatment of cancer and AIDS.

Arvigo continues to practice healing the Mayan way. Thousands, inspired by her story, visit Ix Chel. Strolling the Panti Medicine Trail, built in honor of Arvigo’s teacher, I marvel at the ancient tradition that could intuit the healing properties of such scraggly looking plants as hogsplum (for diarrhea), trumpet tree (for high blood pressure), wild grapevine (an antiseptic).

With the jungle simmering, even the Cranksters are done with cycling, but not adventure. We visit Chechem Ha, a Mayan cave site with incense burners, altar, and pottery jars with morsels of corn. It was discovered in 1989, when the landowner’s dog chased a paca into it.

Our last jungle adventure shows how movies indelibly mark us. A handful of us just have to do the “Me Tarzan” swing from this vine. Johnny Weismuller made it look so easy. Not.Getting to that vine was just as tricky. It required a 2-mile scale down 400 feet of limestone cliff, a walk through a waterfall, and an upstream swim in the Macal River.

Once we’ve done our jungle time, we can eagerly watch the rainforest give way to hibiscus, bougainvillea, and the blue Caribbean. We’re one adaptable bunch, donning snorkels and fins to swim with the sharks at Shark Alley and, at Hol Chan Marine Preserve, dangle in awe over sea fans, sponges, parrotfish, triggerfish, and eels. For color, Belize’s brilliant coral and reef fish rival the country’s iridescent birdlife.

Despite being type A travelers, we really enjoy the pace of paradise-and margarita hour at our beachside lodging. One day we really kick back and boat over to Caye Caulker, a smaller islet, to lunch on local snapper. The sand streets are filled with friendly Rastafarians and American expats drawn to the ’60s feel. Shop signs sum it up: “No shoes, no shirt, no problem.” Really, I can’t think of a more suitable ambiance in which to return to our resting heart rate.

This article was first published in March 1999. Some facts
may have aged gracelessly. Please call ahead to verify information

If you’re going…

For more information: Belize Tourist Board, (800) 624-0686. For details on trips to Belize: Backroads, (800) 462-2848. Far Horizons, (800) 552-4575. International Expeditions, (800) 633-4734. Oceanic Society Expeditions, (800) 326-7491. Overseas Adventure Travel, (800) 955-1925.

Saving Grace

Original article in Via Magazine.

The Trinity Alps are one of the most divided landscapes in California, thanks to three major rivers. In spring, the rivers and their mighty tributaries swell and seethe with the melting snows. If you know someone who’s never witnessed this, here’s the place to take her.

By Camille Cusumano

Trinity Alps California

Snowmelt is a Western word. It’s not one used by people in New Jersey. And it’s not to be confused with the grungy, urban remnant that is more grime and car exhaust than snow. Ultraclean snowmelt is the glorious elixir that runs clear and cold from high granite keeps in the West. A hydrologist’s brand of runoff, snowmelt is quintessential Western fare.

I wanted to introduce the flavor of snowmelt to my sister Grace, who’s never lived anywhere but New Jersey. Each spring she calls. “Where’s our trip this summer?” She trusts me to plan an adventure that will stretch her limits. So far I haven’t failed her. The previous year I’d talked her through her fear of heights as we hiked up Yosemite Falls even while she nervously sang “I’ll Take Manhattan.”

She wasn’t ready to taste the champagne of melt that flows in the High Sierra. But I wanted her to know firsthand this regional specialty that drops from the heavens onto mountains below, only to transform in spring to muscular rivers, streams, and deep lakes. Snowmelt is something my sister will never experience in New Jersey.

I decided to take her to the far northern reaches of my adopted state, to the Trinity Alps, the fountainhead of copious snowmelt. Topping out at 9,000-foot Mount Thompson, the Alps are not as high as the Sierra. But they’ve been just as worked over by the mighty glaciers that quarried basins and divides. The Alps are one of the most riven landscapes in California, drained by the Trinity, Scott, and Salmon rivers. Trinity County is rugged, remote, and beautified by vast tracts of old-growth forest. It has only five people per square mile, a human sparseness I deemed necessary for someone who lives near the mouth of the Lincoln Tunnel in Union City, part of a metropolis with the nation’s densest head count.

Our first dunk came just an hour after we’d left the foggy redwood coast at Arcata. We traveled east on sunstruck 299, a highway so blessed with natural beauty it’s been designated a national scenic byway. For 50 curving miles we lurched, trying to drive and devour the drama of forested mountains. The Trinity River, aptly labeled “wild and scenic,” tumbled silver and frothy in its slot out our window. At last we pulled over at Cedar Flat and found a patch of sandy beach. The August sun was scorching, so it took us all of 30 seconds to let the Trinity’s icy waters close over our heads. Reborn in the middle of a lazy green pool, I raised my arms to the sky and a steep oak-dotted riverbank and said, “Beats the Jersey shore, doesn’t it?”

“It’s different,” Grace said. It’s not that she wasn’t impressed. Just that she’s a diehard defender of her backyard.

“Wait ’til tomorrow,” I promised, swallowing a Cheshire cat grin.

Weaverville’s treelined main street features old spiral staircases; the Joss House, a Taoist temple rebuilt from ashes in 1873; and a drugstore which opened its doors in 1854. We stopped where 299 bisects another national scenic byway, Highway 3, in Weaverville, the county seat. We checked into the old Weaverville Hotel, which has a lot of yesteryear charm-perhaps too much, in its weak shower nozzle and soft beds. Grace’s bed sheets had sand in them. I suggested she feel honored-it might have dated back to the town’s Gold Rush era, left by some forlorn prospector.

At the crack of dawn, we plumped up our backpacks with snacks and water bottles and headed to our trailhead at Bridge Camp.

FORKED TONGUE
The Stuart Fork of the Trinity courses through the stunning emerald landscape of Morris Meadow on its downstream journey. The round-trip hike to Morris is some 16 miles. I told Grace, “It’s 10 miles.” This wasn’t an abuse of power, decreed to me by birth order (I’m one year and four days older). Just part of our annual ritual. Remember Yosemite?-she came back. We headed past huckleberries and ferns, shaded by black oaks, Douglas fir, and Jeffrey pines.

“The Stuart’s waters start as snowpack in the ‘White Trinities,’ the untracked heart of the Alps,” I primed her from Wayne Moss’s The Trinity Alps Companion. I had many hours to distract my sister from counting miles as we strolled the long canyon.

We had swimming opportunities to distract us, too, but decided to save one for the return trip. At Deer Creek, the spray from a cascade teased us. I took a photo of Grace, standing on the bridge over the pool of snowmelt. She was still smiling. She was smiling, too, when we reached Morris Meadow with its waist-high grasses. Beyond a copse of willows, alders, and incense cedars, a horse whinnied at a packers camp, and we wished we could laze for hours, staring at the tilting slabs of Sawtooth Mountain.

But we had to return to a certain gravel bar where the Stuart took a break from its fierce crashing in rock channels to run slack. Retracing our steps, we passed anglers, fishing for rainbows. Then, long past the flashpoint of calf burn and hot feet, we saw our bank, lined with cottonwoods and big-leaf maples.

“The harder the hike, the greater the reward,” I sighed as we sank into the soothing waters. Shadowy fish sidled by. The river and vegetation smelled tart and fresh, but Grace’s smile looked wilted. We draped ourselves over smooth granite and she said, “This is more than 10 miles.”

“What was your first clue?” I asked, triumphant.

“We’ve passed a dozen hikers. We’re the only ones doing this trip in one day.”

True, most backpackers camped at Morris and took day hikes to Emerald, Sapphire, and Mirror lakes.

“I knew you could do it,” I said. “You ran a marathon.”

“Ten years ago.”

“I’ll get you back in one piece.”

And I did-we did-nine hours after we’d started. Well, OK, Grace was walking like a wooden soldier whose knees wouldn’t bend.

“You did it,” I cheered feebly.

“Yeah, but I may not walk for a week.”

But I knew, in her mind she was already bragging to the flatlanders back East: “You won’t believe the river canyon my sister and I hiked.”

CARRVILLE
Once again Grace had proved her mettle. Now came the pampering. The Carrville Inn, with its gracious Victorian and frontier spirit, would spoil the most jaded of my five sisters. We pulled up on the old California-Oregon Stage Road, boots caked with earth. We couldn’t have looked worse than Herbert Hoover did when he lodged here-after doing some local mining engineer work.

The Carrville Inn is the 1850s legacy of James E. Carr, owner of mining claims in Trinity County. Today, it is a sumptuous bed-and-breakfast.

The inn, rebuilt in 1917 after fire destroyed the 1854 structure, gleamed against evergreens, old oaks, apple and cherry trees. A weathered barn burbled with farm animals. A trail led to the Carr family graveyard with its moss-eaten headstones, including those of four children who died of diphtheria in the 1800s.

Owners Sheri and Dave Overly had left Stockton behind for the inn’s country elegance. In the morning, over Sheri’s baked French toast, we met the other guests. A couple, who had flown their plane from San Jose to Trinity Center, dissed Grace with a standard barb about Jersey. But she took to Dave Drewry, who owned the llamas in the corral. He rhapsodized about a pack trip with his outfit, Como Say Llamas, to Mumford Meadow, where he’d spotted a golden eagle. When Grace heard that the llamas carry all of the cargo, she made sure I got Dave’s brochure for any future hike I had in mind.

That night, we lay spent in our twin beds in the Carrville’s Hoover Room, the stillness broken only by insects and prowling animals. We thought of blood-curdling shrieks that pierced the night as we camped at the start of our trip. Maybe it was Bigfoot, I whispered.

“He could’ve been more considerate,” Grace yawned.

“Dozens of Bigfoot sightings have been reported in this area,” I said. “I hear he wails like a mountain lion.” Feeble attempts to tell scary stories lulled us to sleep. I half-awoke to a persistent sound. My sister was a deep sleeper, so I wondered why she was flapping. When she started to squeal I got annoyed, opened my eyes, and saw a half dozen black shadows circling overhead. Bats. They’d flown in through a window. I bolted for the door and Grace stirred.

“Why are you standing in the doorway with a pillowcase over your head?” she asked groggily.

“Umm,” I said.

She gasped, “BATS!!!” Her head vanished under the covers. With some coaxing, Grace ran out of the room. We grabbed our sleeping bags from the car and threw them on the floor in the Rose Room. Next morning, I sat on the sunny porch, sipped coffee, and watched finches flit around Shasta daisies. Grace appeared and said, “They’re back.”

“Bats sleep all day,” I said.

“They are asleep-all around the room.” By and by, Sheri joined us, shooing the creatures out the window with a towel and I saw that they’d had the guano scared out of them. Sheri and I wanted my sister from the Wrong Coast to appreciate these shy, beneficial insect-eaters. “Grace,” Sheri said, “you have to see this.” Grace inched her way over to the bathroom to see a bat hanging from the rafter. “Isn’t that cute!” But the bat let go and Grace ran like a you-know-what out of hell.

The bats had been seeking the attic and missed their mark. But, thanks to our visit they flew the coop and Sheri installed screens in all the windows.

THE GUIDE FROM HADES
Where the snowmelt runs, so do the fish, thus I’d arranged a half-day of guided fly-fishing. Water diversion by the Trinity Dam has all but destroyed the once great salmon and steelhead fishing of the area, but Fish and Game plants Eastern brook trout and rainbow, golden, and brown trout. But my quest was single-minded-to stand enraptured in nature’s dark, mystical, liquid currency.

“Where shall we have the seminar?” asked the guide, whom I’ll call Jed Pescatore. I looked around at snowy peaks and virgin stands. The evening before, Grace and I had seen just how far this untouched wilderness stretched as we cruised Highway 3. Pines gave way to chaparral basted with the amber sunlight of the Golden State. We climbed over Scott Mountain, went through Callahan and Etna, gateway to the Marble Mountain Wilderness, and still hadn’t run out of wilds, some of it accessible only on trails worn by prospectors, trappers, and ranchers.

“Just take us to a pretty spot on the Trinity,” I urged.

Jed replied, “That’s indicative of ignorance of the sport.”

He had a point-I’d cast a fly line maybe a dozen times. Three hours and 23 pages of photocopy later, my glaze-eyed sister and I had learned, among other things, the life cycles of nymphs, caddis flies, and mayflies-zilch about fly-tying. Jed gave us 15 minutes of land practice, roll- and back-casting, then led us to a treeless spot on the Trinity. He stood behind us and cast our arms for us. We each caught tiny trout, which Jed released for us. Exhausted and disappointed, we paid and begged him to leave.

Jed in no way typified other locals we met in Trinity, like our waitress at the Forest Cafe in Coffee Creek, who told us to visit Alpen Cellars, Trinity’s only winery. But we were endlessly way laid by the next icy plunge. A shaded curve on the North Fork, tucked off 299, had perhaps no fish to catch, but all the allure that earns the Alps their name. It was just past Helena, a ghost town with an overgrown post office, brewery, farmhouse, and cottages. We soaked until we turned blue, then baked on sauna-warm boulders. Little eddies sang over polished pebbles, a water ouzel dunked nervously, and everything unfolded according to plan. What’s one guide from hell?

COFFEE CREEK
Grace cried when we checked out of Carrville Inn. “Look, you gotta toughen up,” I said, “if you want to come back to Trinity.” And with that I hiked her up to Boulder Lakes, during which Mount Shasta rammed the horizon with its sun-brightened snowcap.

Then we discovered a parallel universe along the snow-fed Coffee Creek, where thousands of miners once lived and dredged for gold. Happily, they didn’t mine the breathtaking vistas of peaks, cascades, and meadows with browsing deer. After checking into Coffee Creek Resort, we joined families and the dude ranch owners, Ruth and Mark Hartman, for dinner. Ruth tended her 127-acre resort with the cumulative wisdom of a fourth-generation Californian. It was easy to sense the Old West in her corral where an Appaloosa and thoroughbreds had been raised from colts.

The Hartmans had just returned from New Orleans, so we feasted on crawfish, blackened catfish, jambalaya, and bread pudding. Ruth had also brought back ghost tales from the bayou, which piqued the interest of my sister, who is sporadically psychic. (For example, her father-in-law appeared on her TV at the time he was dying.)

Ruth spoke of the resort ghost, Harold, who like many lone ghosts, is more mischievous than frightening. He must have seen us coming: Grace and I headed to the faux-granite Jacuzzi. As we were pummeled by jets, the electricity went dead and we bobbed in silence and black primal soup. I tried to feel my way to the ledge, but a force weighed me down. It was my sister. She was spooked. The lights came on with no explanation. “If it’s not bats, it’s Harold saying hello,” said Grace.

We couldn’t join Ruth’s party for a morning gallop in God’s country and breakfast on the trail because we had a long drive to San Francisco. We headed south on Highway 3, stopping at the dam’s handsome viewing deck.

“It looks like an ocean.” said Grace, surveying the artificial lake’s 145 miles of auburn dirt shoreline.

“It’s a manmade guzzler of snowmelt,” I said. “It reroutes 90 percent of the Alps’ watershed to the Sacramento Valley.”

“So they can put eight great tomatoes in that little bitty can,” said Grace who was weaned on Contadina’s TV commercials. A dot on the wide blue expanse turned into a water skier on this watery grave for meadows, ranches, and native Wintu history. Loath to depart, we sat on the redwood planks and paged through local real estate listings. We found a dwelling and acreage selling for less than two months’ city rent.

We haven’t followed up. Yet. But my sister, who is, after all, psychic, called the other day. Over the roar of Lincoln Tunnel traffic I heard her say, “I see a deep pool of snowmelt in our near future.”

If you’re going…

Pick up AAA’s Northern California Sectionmap. Contact the Trinity Chamber of Commerce (800) 487-4648, for the free Visitors Guide. Weaverville Ranger District, (530) 623-2121, has information on the area’s campgrounds, trails, maps, fishing, backcountry, and permits.

Carrville Inn B&B, HCR 2, Box 3536, Trinity Center, CA 96091; (530) 266-3511. Coffee Creek Resort, HC2 Box 4940, Trinity Center, CA 96091; (800) 624-4480. Como Say Llamas, pack trips, (916) 923-0408.

Sister Act

Sister Act appeared in Islands Magazine, 2001.

I have connected deeply with my Sicilian roots through many visits to the old country over the past 24 years and it remains one of my abiding spiritual quests. For one trip to the island, I considered the novelty of sleeping in monasteries and convents—Italy’s monastic bed-and-board tradition harking back to medieval times. As a devoutly lapsed Catholic, I still relish pealing bells, glowing candles, and incense. In fact, perverse as it sounds, I was, for the year, living in a monastery—the San Francisco Zen Center.

When my sister Grace heard I was going, she piped up, “Ooohhh, can I go?” My first thought was, “Just like old times, younger sister wants to tag along.” Until about 30 years ago, we were two peas in a pod. Then she went the mortgage-marriage-kids route and I went off in search of the metaphysical.

“Of course,” I answered, remembering how we were once arrested for trespassing on an old freighter in Secaucus. Miraculously, our parents never found out.
We had invitations from two other siblings, Terry and her family and Tom and his family, to stay in their rented beach-side villas in the relatively modern resort, San Vito Lo Capo, west of Palermo.
“Too predictable,” I told Grace. “We need places with curiosities—like Grandma’s attic—with mystery and magic.”
“I’m with you,” she said, entrusting me, her senior by a year, to plan her first-ever journey abroad. Buono. With that I faxed off reservations, looking forward to worldly days of touring, reverent evenings in the quietude of hermitages.

On our first morning in Palermo’s bright hilltop refuge of the Sisters of Bell’amore, the sun blazed through our bedroom like a shaft of grace from heaven above. Grace, the sister, remained sound asleep, just as she used to back when I would get up and go to mass before school. Alone, I joined the Sisters of Beautiful Love in the subterranean chapel and did something I hadn’t done in years.
“I received Holy Communion,” I confessed to Grace over carafes of steamed milk and espresso.

“We’re going to Hell anyway,” she said, still shaking sleep.
“So are the clergy here,” I told her. “The priest and nuns giggled during the Mass.”

“So? How do you know it’s not part of the liturgy now? For all you know there’s been another Ecumenical Council updating the service.”

“You mean like those high fives, back slaps, and peace signs people give each other now?”

“So you have been to church lately.”

“Not since the 20th century. They giggled ’cause Father fumbled the liturgy. Is nothing sacred?” I postured.

“My morning sleep…and our next cappuccino,” she yawned.

And so we inaugurated our routine as each monastery reinforced the established rhythm of our lives. I’d be up early each morning (the universal hour of mysticism) holding a figurative magnifying glass up to anything in the monastic setting—a Renaissance fresco, an old white-bearded man who never left the church pew; a marble altar with a huge wooden choir and 500-year-old pipe organ; the archetypal friar who strolled the halls with a ring of skeleton keys hanging from his triple-knotted cord. In a Benedictine abbey that dated back to the 6th century, I crouched unseen, and dis-invited by a clergyman; at a chapel wall where the monks chanted vespers. I was the wrong sex to set foot inside—just like old times.

Grace invariably slept late and during her waking hours industriously kept score—of our food and espresso stops, shopping, and beach sitting. She wanted a balance of the profane and sacred, she said.

She seemed to enjoy the solitude at each sanctuary until the Franciscan one in Gibilmanna, which is pitched quietly against a dark forest at 2,500 feet above the Mediterranean. A reserved padre had shown us to our room and then we never saw him again, not even at 9:30 p.m. when, upon our return from dinner in Cefalú, it took an unsettling 10 minutes of banging before a shadowy figure unbolted a door.

“This one is too laid back,” she stated. “You sure this isn’t some retro form of penance?”
“Oh, it’s only a minor disturbance,” I cajoled.
“Easy for you to say,” she said.
“O.K,” I conceded, “Shopping tomorrow and to the beach in Cefalú.” Actually, shopping is a form of penance for me, so I sat on the beach while Grace made the medieval village merchants happy.

However, once my sister had a prolonged taste of Sicily’s convivial lay world, she was in no hurry to go back to the men and women of the cloth. But I had yet to quell my curiosity, so we compromised. Between our final convent stays, we would sandwich a night in the lavish San Domenico in Taormina.
“Can you get us in there?” she asked.
“Hey, I’m the Pope,” I told my younger sister.” But you’ll have to put on a dress,” I said, proffering the absurd notion that this would be a hardship for her. She couldn’t wait to wear the $300 red summer dress that was unsuitable for the eyes of celibacy. Grace took to the decadent five-star hotel like an acetic to a hair shirt. She proceeded to help the jewelers of Taormina toward an early retirement, stocking up on 18-karat gold.
All of which did nothing to prepare her for our return to a clergy-run lodging. At Noto’s Benedictine convent, we were in the midst of the nun’s attire we had been raised with—only face and hands exposed from beneath layers of form-blunting habit.
“Sister Celeste has a sweet, beatific countenance,” I pointed out.
“Most unusual for a mother superior,” said Grace.

By and by, several sisters came to our room to make sure, “Tutt’é bene.” Each knock was preceded by the dark penguin form visible through our frosted glass door.
“Si, all’s well,” I assured each, even as the next morning I instigated a comedy of errors. I pushed a switch I thought would light up a Madonna and Child painting over my bed. Not knowing I’d rung an emergency bell, I went for a walk. Grace, whose Italian is sketchy, awoke from her deep sleep to frantic banging on the door, which she opened wondering aloud through puffy eyes, “Dové sta mia sorella (where’s my sister)?” Sister proceeded to search my bed sheets, then the bathroom with a bewildered Grace in tow. They were engaged in energetic hand language when I strolled back in the room.

Resigned to not stumbling upon anything magical or otherwise mystical, I told Grace, “We better pay a quick visit to their sister Benedictine house.”
Grace agreed. And there, n Modica, in the ocher-stone nunnery of a sun-steeped countryside woven with Sicily’s ancient vines, olive trees, and citrus orchards, we learned a secret.

Fellow Sicilian American Laura, a novitiate from Cincinnati, led us through sunlit courtyards and dark chapels, then said, “Let me show you what I was doing when you arrived.” She unlocked the door to a room dominated by a large hospital-green contraption that looked like an X-ray machine fitted with turntables. Marina, a fledgling nun from Poland, would not let us photograph her as she fed the machine water and flour, mundane ingredients that came out as large disks of Holy Communion host. Embossed with the crucifix, they were placed into the jaws of another apparatus that cut them into bite-size wafers, falling by the hundreds into buckets, to feed the faithful masses.
Laura beamed proudly. Nothing short of demystifying the Blessed Trinity could have stunned us more than “robo-host.”

When we left, I asked Grace, “Did you have any idea?”
“No,” she said as we drifted down a winding, sun-gilded road. “I thought they came down from heaven.”

Big Night in Catania, Sicily

The Big Night in Sicily appeared in Women Who Eat, ed. Leslie Miller; 2003, Seal Press

THE BIG NIGHT—IN SICILY

Wound a Sicilian, pay through the mouth

By Camille Cusumano

My sister Grace—who is my junior by a year and four days—and I were once each other’s shadow. We answered to each other’s name, covered for each other’s “crimes,” and generally practiced omertà—before we could even pronounce this Sicilian word for the code of silence. Then things changed. Grace took a husband, a big house, and had kids. I took to the road in search of myself.

A few years ago, my sister, who never shared my desperate need to escape New Jersey, expressed interest in accompanying me on my world travels. I suggested she join me on a trip to Sicily, home to our forebears, during which I planned to lodge in hermitages open to lay travelers.

She jumped at the chance. By the time we reached Catania, the province dominated by the active volcano, Mount Etna, it was apparent how we were set in our ways. Grace enjoyed sleeping late, while I was up early. She liked lots of cappuccino stops, I liked to keep moving. She wanted shopping and beach sitting but I insisted on the pursuit of monastic settings.

The one exception to our contrasting time management was food. We are practically clones on this subject. We were bred in the soulful necessity of a well-composed feast. Our Sicilian grandparents put forth even the humblest meal—crusty bread, sweet butter, and wine, say—with the same reverence a priest bestows upon Holy Communion. Food wasn’t just sacred. It was good. We were fed greens like chard, broccoli rabe, dandelions, and cardoons, cooked right from our grandparents’ gardens. Pasta was often hand rolled and we ate mounds of it, prepared in numerous ways, long before it was fashionable in America.

With hunger pangs uniting us one evening after a day of bumps and grinds, we arrived at Acireale. The baroque town sits on a sloping haunch of the moody firepit, Etna, over the Ionian Sea. We would spend the night in the 18th-century Franciscan monastery, San Biagio, amid cloisters, frescoes, lush gardens, statuary, and three ostriches.
On our way out for dinner, we passed a coarse-robed friar strolling the long halls. He jangled his ring of skeleton keys, reminding us that our lodging had a curfew. Still, we had plenty of time to savor a long, slow dinner Sicilian style. We ambled down the narrow back streets to the main thoroughfare, Via Vittorio Emanuele II, scrutinizing each and every restaurant. We were looking for signs—unpretentious lighting, paper tablecloths, men wearing bibs to guard against red splashes, dented metal pots on a hot stove, a plump grandmotherly type chanting a few bars of the melodious dialect, Ven aca, sedi, mangia (come here, sit, eat!).

With its cuisine (like its liturgy) founded on three farm products—wheat, olive, and grape—Sicily doesn’t lack for tempting menus. But we had eaten a mediocre made-for-tourists meal the night before in Cefalù. I had ordered, assiduously in Italian, the pólpo (octopus), remembering my grandmother’s delicious version stuffed with bread crumbs, cheese, and herbs and steeped in tomato broth. Sadly, the vulcanized fiber laid before us was better suited to the soles of a shoe. We were determined not to repeat the experience.

We finally settled on Oste Scuro at Piazza Lionardo Vigo. It was not quite the snapshot of our grandparents’ kitchens, but its al fresco terrace across from a floodlit cathedral was warm and inviting. We watched two handsome, well-heeled couples step from a shiny black limousine and vanish laughing into the shadowy interior of the restaurant. They exuded a certain snob appeal mixed with sensuousness.
As our eyes followed them, I asked Grace, “What do you think?”
“Let’s give it a try,” she said. I agreed, noticing that most patrons seemed to be Italian, not the Anglo tourists notorious for their lack of discriminating taste. I told the maitre d’ in my best Italian—cobbled together from college courses and remembrance of words passed between Mom and Dad—that we wanted only to eat well, not like tourists as we had in Cefalù.
I began to expound on the previous night’s rubbery octopus but trailed off as I saw his face flush deeply, his eyes dart in the sign of the cross, his nostrils flare. What had I said?

I was raised in an expressive culture. My own mercurial father could display passion, anger, disappointment, tenderness with a mere glance and my sister and I translated his meaning the way a blind person reads Braille, or a fisherman the sea.
My complaining had vexed the man, stirring up animosity for us implacable tourists. Perhaps we should leave, I thought. But he took a deep breath and with a dignified and ceremonial flourish he ushered us to a table. “Sit,” he ordered tersely. We obeyed like the dutiful girls we had once been in our traditional Sicilian family.
“What did you say?” whispered Grace who had not missed the surfeit of climate changes in his face.
“I know what I said,” I told her, still wondering if we should just bolt, “I’m not sure what he heard.”

Presently, the maitre d’ returned with two other men, a waiter and one dressed smartly in a suit. They had obviously been clued in that we were complainers. Our longed-for repast would be foiled again.
A carafe of red wine was set before us. After allowing us to briefly study the extensive menu, the three concluded that we should let them feed us. Their imperious tone told us not to object. A side serving table was set up next to ours. This lovely weekend evening had brought many diners to the popular Oste Scuro. Yet none seemed to be getting the attention we were receiving.

Oste Scuro’s menu featured at least 20 different antipasti, representing every flavor of Sicily that has seduced discriminating palates since a Sicilian, Archestrato from Gela, wrote the first cookbook, The Sweet Taste, 400 years before Christ. Grace and I were served in slow procession tangy-sweet caponata, platters of fried eggplant, fresh, creamy ricotta, buffalo-milk mozzarella, prosciutto; citrus and onion salad; broccoli rabe and wild fennel redolent of garlic and olive oil; conch tender as a first kiss; fire-roasted peppers. We took a few breaths and forked onto our plates fritto misto of artichokes and squid, frittata larded with pancetta, fresh fava beans, and peas, and roasted potatoes with caramelized garlic toes.

Every taste sensation between earth and sun, from the pungent to the sweet to the sour was laid upon our tongues. Generosity is nourishment in and of itself and we would have felt sated, even if these dishes had been less phenomenal. To our astonished delight, more antipasti were set before us—marinated porcini, fresh sardines, mussels, shrimp, and sautéed calamari. We worked the goodness from each morsel like bees sucking nectar from flowers.

As the parade of dishes crowded the serving table near us I learned that the smartly dressed man regaling us was none other than Oste Scuro owner Carmelo Muscolino who has run the establishment for more than thirty years. The pride Muscolino takes in his country’s cooking was evidenced in these time-honored ingredients, from the fruits of sea and earth to the piquant kiss of garlic, fragrant embrace of olive oil, and tingle of lemon.
“Don’t look now,” I said to Grace, “but one of the guys waiting on us is il Padróne himself, master of the house.”
“I’ll kiss his ring,” said Grace, smacking her lips, “his food is fabulous.”
“I’m afraid he’ll kill the cook,” I said, “if I tell him it’s anything but.”

Catania’s specialties include the aromatic pasta Norma, a rigatoni with tomatoes, fried eggplant, basil, and the sharp ricotta salata; pasta cc’a muddica, made with toasted bread crumbs, olive oil, and anchovies; pasta cc’u trunzu, with specially cultivated cabbage; and pasta cc’u niuru, mantled in a dark, sweet mix of squid ink and tomatoes. We were served Oste Scuro’s versions of each one, plentiful enough to feed six people. Grace and I looked at each other. We understood that to stop eating was tantamount to trampling the flag.

But with each delightful swallow, my eyes bulged. My waistline felt no more distinct than the middle of a bell pepper. The taste of the food and the sheer abundance transported me back to my childhood when not one of our parents’ ten children dared leave the table before cleaning their plates.
“Take small portions and eat very slowly,” I advised Grace.
“Easy for you to say,” she said, noticing that I would offer to serve her first, then fill her plate with more food than I took. I pushed the thought of the bill away. It loomed like an unreal dénouement in a Fellini film.

I began to understand how my cavalier criticism had desecrated these Sicilians’ cherished patrimony. That they were ashamed of their compatriot who had fed us so poorly that I had felt compelled to broadcast it. The abundance and diversity of food served us—with nary a hint of fawning—was an implicit gag order. We accepted the “penance” for my blasphemy.

The four paste were delicious, perfectly al dente and balanced in the pairing of chewy and tender textures and of flavors—sweet, salty, robust, mild, aromatic. Each attested that the true genius of Sicilian cooking is in the use of honest, fresh ingredients mingled in imaginative ways. I wanted to convey my innate understanding of this ancient alchemy to our waiter, but he was not interested in small talk. He nodded to the maitre d’ who came by, smiled, and asked, “How is everything?”
“Extraordinary! Superb!” we assured him too eagerly.
“Bene,” he said and told us to follow him. We stood, not without difficulty, and followed him inside the restaurant where we all leaned over a case of silver and iridescent fish on ice. He asked us to choose which we wanted and when he saw the clouded look on our faces, he pointed to a four-to-five-pound red snapper and asked, “Will this one do?”
“There’s more?” asked Grace, panicky.
“Uhh . . . si . . . of course . . .” I answered wistfully. I’d never been humbled by food in quite this way.
“How would you like it?” he asked.
“To go, tell him,” said my sister who was on her first trip abroad. How to explain to her, whose mores have been steadfastly shaped in north Jersey, that she was no longer in Hoboken. I felt her eyes egging me to request that doggie bag.
“Grigliata?” he asked.
“Si, si,” I mumbled. Grilled snapper it would be.

Back in our seats, I felt like a character in Jean Genet’s theatre of the absurd, uncertain of which side of the playwright’s master-slave equation we represented. We sipped wine to revive our long-gone appetites for the fish course and I refrained from telling Grace that oste scuro translated to “dark host.” My thoughts grew even darker as I recalled that the thick menu included many types of carne, from rabbit and pork to veal scaloppini and famous Florentine chianina beef, all of which I ordinarily love.

The snapper arrived. Discreetly, I loosened my belt two notches. Grace grabbed the serving utensils and served me the larger portion. “Hey, look!” I exclaimed, “over there, that handsome man is staring at you!” I shoveled food from my plate back into hers as she turned. Of course, she didn’t fall for that old gag but the comic relief was welcome—even if it hurt to laugh. We were drunk, not on wine, but on food.

The snapper was meltingly sweet and moist and we washed it down with more goblets of the rugged Catanese wine. Another platter arrived. It contained beautiful fresh fruit, including loquats, the sweet white-fleshed Mediterranean fruit that would be criminal to pass up in Sicily. Just as I expelled the last of their mahogany pits, three different pastries appeared. I had always admired the Arabs’ legacy to Sicily—an inventive finessing of almonds, pistachios, chocolate, sugar, eggs, and ricotta into an array of delectable dolci—until that moment. But we worked through the meal’s crowning opulence like the actors with their death wish in La Grande Bouffe, even as the waiter posited a surreal trio of liqueurs—lemoncello, arancello, and cioccolato—in front of us.
Tears filled our eyes and we pondered the existential question of whether we’d died and gone to heaven or hell. About the time the espresso arrived, we scared up the courage to ask our waiter to please bring a check—any check.

Ma, perché avete frétta?—What’s the hurry?—he asked. You must try our gelato next. E fatto in casa.
“No, please! We love homemade gelato! Right, Grace?” I said, vaguely aware that my shrill tone belied my words. Grace wrung her hands. And then, in my desperation, I remembered some received wisdom, the one thing in Sicily that might trump their need to compensate their wounded pride—a woman’s chaste reputation.

“Signor,” I begged, standing to block the way of our “dark host” to the kitchen that held our torture and delight. “We are lodging at San Biagio. They lock the doors at midnight. It’s quarter to twelve—we must get back—or we’ll have to sleep in the streets.”
My plea magically triggered the evening’s anti-climactic climax. Our check arrived within minutes. It would be astronomical. We didn’t care. Oh, we would pay anything for the pleasure of waddling away from that wonderful restaurant. But the full bill was only 158,000 lire, about $75 for two of us.

Ecstatic at the unexpectedly low total, I offered to treat Grace and pay the entire bill, which she accepted. It was a small price to pay for lessons learned on both our accounts. While I imparted a modicum of traveling etiquette to my younger sister (like there is no Italian word for “doggie bag”), we both learned that one must also be prepared for the dark host. He could be lurking just behind the next prèzzo fisso menu. Next time, my sister and I will remember what to do: Omertà.

Chile Chile Bang Bang

Southwestern staples include beans, corn, and . . . .chiles.

By Camille Cusumano

Originally published in Via Magazine.

It struck me as fitting that New Mexico’s pueblo architecture would look hand-molded from a pile of refried frijoles. I was, after all, standing on the historic proving ground for Southwestern cooking, one of the country’s most earthy cuisines.

Southwestern is also America’s oldest living indigenous cuisine, its origins predating Plymouth Rock and Jamestown. I wasn’t especially looking for a history course when I arrived hot on the trail of blue corn, fire-roasted chiles, and mesquite-grilled meats. But the past was, I found, in every bite I savored in the Land of Enchantment.

To untangle this cuisine’s origins start with the agrarian-based Pueblo Indians, who cultivated its foundational beans, squash, and corn. Next, consider the Spaniards, who came north with Cort&#eacute;s in the 1500s, introducing wheat and rice along with the tomato, tomatillo, and chile of the Mexican Indians. Then bring in the Anglo-Americans who, after the Indians and Spanish had a few centuries of melding their cooking, introduced more foodstuffs, including new varieties of produce.

If you’re chatting with someone anthropologically correct, you’ll be careful not to use the blanket term “Southwestern,” as many do, but to distinguish its subsets and hybrids—border, Tex-Mex, Mexican, American Indian, and the latest incarnation, nueva latina, to name a few. And if you start out as unenlightened as I did, you’ll expand your boundaries for Southwestern fare to include Texas, Arizona, Southern California, Baja, and parts of Colorado and Oklahoma.

But you won’t go wrong starting in New Mexico, the country’s largest producer and consumer of chiles. My gastronomical research, which would take me from Albuquerque to Taos, began in a bright, well-equipped classroom of the Santa Fe School of Cooking, in Santa Fe’s Plaza Mercado.

Founded in 1989 by Susan Curtis, the school has led culinary tours around the state and has educated many professional and home cooks in traditional New Mexican and contemporary Southwestern. My instructor, Kathi Long, is a chef, consultant, food stylist, and cookbook author who has worked as a sous-chef at Manhattan’s Arizona 206. Long’s most apparent talent was an ability to cook in front of a class of 10 students, answer rapid-fire questions, and hold forth on the menu she prepared from scratch—enchiladas with green and red salsas, posole (a stew of Mayan/Aztec-style corn), and capirotada, a bread pudding made with Mexican chocolate and marsala-soaked cherries (Long admitted to bending tradition with this last).

Long opened the class saying, “New Mexican cuisine is terribly simple. It’s based on one chile, the New Mexican [called the Anaheim in California], which is green when fresh, red when it ripens.”

“Simple” did not apply to Long’s indulgence of our curiosity over the next four hours about the piquant chile and a roster of seasonings in this boldly flavored cooking. She charred a chile pepper on a slotted stove-top grill to deepen its liveliness. Then she stirred honey and sherry vinegar into the hot salsas “to counter bitter notes and layer in flavor.” In between, she gave us pearls of wisdom: Cultivated for a thousand years, the chile, of which there are more than 200 varieties, can be fresh, dried, or powdered. It’s an excellent source of vitamins A and C, having twice the amount of C as citrus. Hatch, in southern New Mexico, is the hotbed of chile cultivation. (Later, former Bay Area chef Mark Miller would tell me that California-grown Anaheims “don’t have the clarity, the high singular note” of chiles grown in Hatch.) But the best red chile, a fuller, softer one, is grown in Chimayo, north of Santa Fe. The devilish habanero, the serrano, and the jalape&#ntilde;o hit you right away, while “the red ancho is softer, with a dried-apricot flavor,” Long said.

Although my class didn’t participate in the cooking, we did handle ingredients. As Long peeled the blistered skin from a chile, we passed around two containers of dried chipotles, one batch wood smoked, the other tea smoked. She toasted coriander and cumin seeds in a skillet to release their perfume, then passed them under our noses in the molcajete (a Mexican stone mortar).

We encountered the pungent and the aromatic: chipotles in adobo (tomato sauce with garlic and onions); epazote, a Mexican herb also infused as a tea, that counters the flatulence caused by beans; Mexican oregano (sweeter than other types); safflower petals used for coloring; and chile caribe (crushed red chile).

The final sensory lesson came from a doughy mass—subtle in its earthiness, biblical in its sustenance—a palm-sized ball of masa harina (lime-soaked corn). Mixed with salt and warm water, it traveled from hand to nose before the real communion. Long’s assistant placed lumps of the batter into a press, then onto a comal, a grill. One hot tortilla made the rounds, its steamy pockets bursting with the sweet native muskiness of corn.

Finally, we sat down to an impeccable repast served with wines produced in New Mexico (the country’s oldest wine-growing region). After that, I was ready for my own field trip.

Over the next few days, I paced myself through Santa Fe’s restaurants, finding this “simple” cuisine growing increasingly complex and harder to define. Was Southwestern the homey classics—tamales, carne adovada, chile rellenos—of places like Tomasita’s, Maria’s (which is justly famous for its margaritas), and The Shed? Or was it the more freely interpreted menus of such haunts as the Plaza Caf&#eacute;, a 1940s-style diner where cashews may accent an enchilada, or Pasqual’s, where roasted poblanos are pureed with potato and cream into a velvety soup?

At the most upscale restaurants, I found even bolder interpretations. Asian spring rolls burst with nopales (cactus) and tomatillo salsa at chic Santacafe. At Casa Sena, an appetizer’s component smoked salmon, escabeche (pickled vegetable), drizzle of habanero cream, and chiffonade of fresh mint all remained distinct and compatible. And at my favorite, the Anasazi, cilantro-crusted scallops in a red coulis were redolent of wood smoke.

Proffering one explanation for these wild deviations was Mark Miller, owner of the Coyote Caf&#eacute;. Basically, Miller says, he and other chefs “have fused peasant ingredients with classic European techniques,” hence modern Southwestern and nueva latina.

Miller, who in 1979 opened the Fourth Street Bar & Grill in Berkeley only to move to Santa Fe in the late 1980s, undid many notions. “Southwestern is really a romantic idea,” he says. “It doesn’t exist in its pure form, as it did before mass agriculture.” He cited, for example, piki bread, which is no longer made in the traditional way—by spreading blue corn batter soaked in juniper ash over a flat fire-heated stone.

To talk Southwestern with Miller, a former anthropology student, is truly to get a lesson in civilization. “Real Southwestern’s complexity,” he says, “derived not from the number of ingredients in a dish, but from the ingredient itself.” For example, Native Americans used 269 wild herbs, cultivated 400 ingredients, cooked with some 300 varieties of corn, he says, all subtly different.

Miller allowed that Southwestern is still evolving. Thus consoled that I wasn’t dining on just nostalgia, I drove north from Santa Fe through the spectacular high country where vineyards, orchards, and farms still thrive in the fertile valley split by the Rio Grande. Like millions of pilgrims before me, I stopped in Chimayo, not so much to visit the 19th-century Santuario with its purported Lourdes-style healing power, but to see Leona’s, a tiny brown adobe restaurant under a catalpa tree in the church’s parking lot.

Leona Medina-Tiede started her roadside stand in the late 1970s. Today, she is known around the world for the handmade tamales and flavored tortillas, chiles, and many Latino food ingredients she sells (and ships mail order). I savored the complexity of a simple burrito, then continued north through the Sangre de Cristo Mountains to Taos.

At Taos Pueblo, which has been continuously occupied by the Pueblo Indians for more than 2,000 years, I understood the difference between today’s Southwestern cuisine and its romantic precursor. Crucita, an old woman, coaxed me into her woodstove-heated home and insisted I buy some of her fry bread, baked in her modern-day oven. Outside, under a bright shellacking of winter sun, the horno, a beehive-shaped adobe oven, stood empty and cold, a relic of the past that is on the pueblo’s $5 tour.

TOP SPOTS
All area codes are 505, unless otherwise noted. The cooking class I took, Traditional New Mexican I, was part of a lodging package at the stylish Inn on the Alameda, (800) 289-2122, a hotel with Old World ambience, including a large fireplace in the lobby. It’s near Canyon Road, Santa Fe’s artist row. Rooms start at $157, breakfast included. The Santa Fe School of Cooking, 983-4511, offers classes from $40 to $88, and its little market sells (and mails) a broad array of Southwestern ingredients, cookbooks, and equipment. It’s walking distance from the inn and from the elegant Inn of the Anasazi, (800) 688-8100, where rooms start at $265. In Taos, I stayed at the comfortable, historic Taos Inn, 758-2233 (with its Doc Martin’s restaurant, which I found to be mediocre). Rooms start around $60.

Santa Fe
For traditional New Mexican: Maria’s, 983-7929; Tomasita’s, 983-5721; The Shed, 982-9030.

For more contemporary Southwestern: Cafe; Pasqual’s, 983-9340; Plaza Cafe;, 982-1664.

For upscale innovative Southwestern: La Casa Sena, 988-9232; Coyote Cafe; (and Cantina), 983-1615; Santacafe, 984-1788.

For variations on Continental and Southwestern: The Compound (emphasis is Mediterranean), 982-4353; El Farol (Spanish), 983-9912; Geronimo’s, 982-1500; The Old House (at Eldorado Hotel), 995-4530.

Chimayo

Leona’s Restaurante, (888) 561-5569, www.leonasrestaurante.com.

Highway 285/68 between Taos and Santa Fe: If you can stand a smoky, truck stop-style cafe, you can get sopaipillas fluffy as pillows and a hearty posole at Dollie’s, 753-3161.

Taos
Plenty of homey New Mexican eateries here, but for more sophisticated fare, try Joseph’s Table, 751-4512, or Lambert’s, 758-1009.

Albuquerque
A family place with creative traditional New Mexican is Los Cuates, 268-0974. For “if you’re not sweating, you’re not eating” places, try Monroe’s, 242-1111, or Sadie’s, 345-5339.

Delighting in Dungeness

Winter is Dungeness crab season; it’s time to get cracking.

By Camille Cusumano

Original article published in Via Magazine.

Consider a mollusk such as the escargot. It would be nothing but a garden pest without a megadose of garlic and butter. On the other hand, Dungeness, the crustacean indigenous to the West Coast, needs absolutely nothing—not even a pretty French name—to elevate it. The sweet, briny meat can actually improve your garlic and butter.

I have found no evidence that you could say the same for other types of crabs—blue, for instance.

“For many West Coast seafood lovers, including me,” writes Mark Bittman in his book Fish: The Complete Guide to Buying and Cooking, “this great-tasting Pacific crab . . . is better compared to Maine lobster than to blue crab; it’s that good and that meaty.”

I knew this down to my bones when my sister Lisa, who lives in Annapolis, called me from Fisherman’s Wharf. Visiting San Francisco, Lisa was about to order lunch with her husband and two kids.

“Get the crab,” I told her in no uncertain terms.

“Nah,” she replied, “I live on Chesapeake Bay—we have better crab.”

Better? Maybe better than the crabs we pulled from Barnegat Bay at the Jersey Shore as kids, I thought. But I kept my opinion to myself. I may have blown my horn once too often to the family back East about how everything out West is better—from our mountains to our fog to our ocean, from which an average 38.5 million pounds of Dunge-ness are pulled annually. Some 25 percent of that weight is ambrosial leg and body meat so divine it brings smiles and tears of pleasure to those with enlightened palates.

Tell that to adherents of the majority opinion who, I’m guessing, think blue crabs arrived on the Mayflower. Dungeness, caught from Morro Bay to the Aleutian Islands, came into vogue commercially during Gold Rush days, among those most rugged individualists, the forty-niners. What a delicacy it must have seemed to the gritty argo-nauts when they sucked the moist white flesh from its shell, enjoying it with—what else?—a slab of freshly baked sourdough. If that heritage doesn’t establish Cancer magister as the gold standard for premium crab, I know plenty of cooks and purveyors who share its turf—surf, rather—who will make the claim on its behalf.

“Dungeness,” says Annette Traverso, an owner of Alioto-Lazio Fish Company (888-673-5868) at Fisherman’s Wharf, “is the Pacific Ocean’s treasure. It’s rich and delicious.” Speculating on what a crab that owes its flavor overwhelmingly to Old Bay seasoning might really taste like, she admits, “No offense, I’ve never eaten a blue.”

Living near the wharf makes it easy for me to buy Dungeness from Alioto-Lazio’s warehouse near the Hyde Street Pier. One crab encounter in particular has gone down in the history of my senses.

The two wriggling specimens, both heavier than others their size, must have been pulled from the sea only hours before. I cooked them as soon as I got home. Their freshness combined with immediate cooking could only render a memorable feast. At the table, I pushed aside the requisite drawn butter, finding it criminal to adorn meat whose taste and texture defined all the goodness of “fruit of the sea.” Savoring my crab with a baguette, lightly dressed greens, and chardonnay, I believed I had never eaten more luxuriously.

While chefs incorporate Dungeness into all manner of dishes—from quiche, omelets, and pastas to fish stews, soups, and salads—many diners opt for the fun, if messy, bib-and-nutcracker ritual of extracting the prized meat from its shell.

“When crab season opens,” says Patricia Unterman, co-owner of Hayes Street Grill (415-863-5545) in San Francisco, “people like it that way, but later they get lazy and want it cleaned.” Unterman obliges with crab cakes; a cocktail made with mango, avocado, and lime-cilantro vinaigrette; and capellini topped with crab sautéed in butter, olive oil, garlic, chiles, and wine (a recipe for which, Unterman says, we may thank a once-renowned, now-defunct Eastern establishment: Mama Leone’s in New York City).

Despite all this evidence supporting the superiority of Dungeness, I still encounter the opinion in erstwhile compatriots from the Eastern seaboard that theirs is the blue blood of crab. But Heidi Cusick, author of Mendocino: The Ultimate Wine and Food Lover’s Guide and eight other food books, needs no coaxing to state flatly: “I don’t think there’s anything that comes close to Dungeness. I’ve tasted the Maryland crab. It’s stringy and dry. Dungeness is lovely. It fills your mouth with flavor and then stays there for a while.”

The West’s native crab has helped build the reputations of San Francisco seafood institutions, such as Swan Oyster Depot (415-673-1101) on Polk Street and Scoma’s (415-771-4383) at the wharf. The latter has its own fish- receiving station where the day’s catch is transferred directly from boat to cooking pot. Since 1971, Thanh Long (415-665-1146), located in the city’s Sunset District, has built its French-Vietnamese menu around Dungeness. At its sister eatery, Crustacean (415-776-2722), I ordered the specialty, the roasted crab. It’s what they’re famous for—people call for reservations from Colorado, Louisiana, Arizona, Hawaii, Japan, and the Philippines. It was tender, tasty, and a well-advised match with the house’s garlicky Asian noodles.

Dungeness crabs, smart critters, are ready for the catch during late fall, about the time the last tourist leaves town. I’m hoping my sister will visit then. We’ll gorge on crab, making our way north to Fort Bragg. There at Mendo Bistro, located on the second floor of the former Union Lumber Company, we’ll try the crab cakes. Developed by chef-owner Nicholas Petti, they have won the Mendocino Crabcake Cookoff two years running. (Barred from entering the next cook-off, he has been promoted to judge.)

Sure that Petti’s recipe was even more classified than the president’s golf score, I asked for his secret regarding Dungeness crabs. “All you have to do is stay out of their way,” was the advice you might expect for something this inherently good. Thus his recipe, which he is happy to share (see below), relies mostly on crabmeat, bound with a tarragon aioli. For anyone with lingering doubt, I repeat his unsolicited kicker: “They’re so meaty, you need a dozen blue to equal one Dungeness.” By the time I send Lisa back East, she’ll never sing the “blues” again.

Some service info may be dated–call numbers given below:

Dungeness Cracking Grounds
Dungeness season opens in mid-November in central California, a little later as you move north. Since the bulk of the catch is landed early in the season (which runs through June), experts say the best time to enjoy the shellfish is December through February.

Mendocino Crab & Wine Days, throughout Mendocino County. Lodgings offer “crustacean vacations.” Events abound, including crab feeds at community halls, cooking demos, and crab-centered ocean excursions. Information: (866) 466-3636, www.gomendo.com.

San Francisco Crab Festival
, February (call for dates). Events at Fisherman’s Wharf, along the Embarcadero, and around Union Square. On February ??? (call), the sellout Crab & Wine Marketplace, which drew 11,000 people earlier this year, is held at Fort Mason Center. Information: (415) 391-2000, www.sfvisitor.org.

Las Garzas de San Blas

Las Garzas de San Blas

(from Mexico, a Love Story, Seal Press, 2005)

San Blas, it’s jungle out there

I had heard that Playboy Magazine called San Blas, Mexico, a dump, not worth the effort it took to get there. So I made a beeline for that Pacific Coast fishing village, not far north of the fleshpots of Puerto Vallarta. It sounded like just the place for me—low-key, authentically Mexican, not overrun with tourists, and a bit time warped. It was January, 1977, and I was 25. The last six months of my waking and sleeping life had been submerged in several centuries of French culture as I crammed to pass the written and oral exams for my master’s in French at San Francisco State University. I looked forward to renewal—a returning to my senses with the fire of chiles, tequila, Latin sun and men. Alternatively, I would doze under palm fronds to my heart’s desire before I spread my wings for the flyway of life.

I made my nest at the Flamingos, a cheap, sturdy 100-year-old hotel on Calle Juarez, off the town plaza. A large, faded reproduction of Our Lady of Guadalupe in my beamed-ceiling room watched over my dreams. The weathered lodging, a former German consulate, was across from the remains of a 19th-century customs house, both of which bespoke San Blas’s glory days. It was once a port center of trade with flamboyant Spanish galleons passing through. And this: Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, unlike the jaded Playboy reviewer, was neither blind nor deaf to the charms of the village. His poem, “The Bells of San Blas,” was inspired by the chimes of a crumbling church now claimed by banana trees,

Adjacent to the morning market where the flies outnumbered the people and the odors, perhaps, outnumbered the flies, stood the decaying old church El Templo de San Blas (circa 1810), its stone and wood, a place of worship as much for the faithful as for life forms from fungi to smut to termites. Right next to it, the never-completed newer one (La Apostolica Romana de San Blas—begun in the 1960s), also in sweet decline, stood like a metaphor, perhaps for the never fully conquered spirituality of Mexico.

Everything of consequence happened twice daily in this town long governed by sun and sea. The blood-thirsty jejenes, mosquitoes the size of a poppy seeds, were active in the morning and again in early evening; the great-tailed grackles darkened the trees on Calle Juarez and around the plaza then, raising their chatter by noticeable decibels as they squabbled like crones and curmudgeons; and most importantly for someone coming down off her intellectual jag, the Mexicans, and the gringos gathered twice a day around the town square—to practice age-old courtship rituals

It didn’t take me long to deduce that I lacked the essential plumage—blond hair—among the migratory “birds.” Whether trailer-park or cover-girl grade, blond locks from the States or from abroad were the draw for the muy guapo dudes. Which was fine with me. Dead Frenchmen still occupied my brain, leaving my tongue less agile in the small talk that leads to romance. Besides, with few secrets in tiny San Blas, any amorous intercourse was fodder for public consumption.

I felt free to cultivate something less fleeting, friendship. When the jejenes bit and the grackles chattered, I gravitated to the plaza and slowly met the in crowd. I took pleasure in listening to the guys—Pepe, Hector, Pancho, Fernando, Carlos, Cavallo, Julio—pepper their speech (Spanish and fluent English) with American slang.

I met Fernando whose family owned the Farmacia where I bought coconut cream and turtle oil for the beach. Gentle and polished, he was dating Lynette from New Zealand and the word on the street was that he loved to wine and dine her. His sister dated Cavallo (Horse) whose real name was Helio. Cavallo was only 22 and studying to be an economics lawyer, so he spent weekends in Tepic (the state capital). The first night I met him, he was drunk on homemade tequila and told me he was one of ten children.

“Put it there,” I said extending my hand. “So am I.”

“My mother started havin’ kids at 13,” he said.

“Mine started at 19,” I said.

“Mine had nineteen kids,” he said, “but nine of them died.” he said. I couldn’t match that.

And there was handsome Julio, who was tall, with long muscular arms and said “yep” a lot. He liked to kibbitz with gringos and asked every one of us, “I look like Gregory Peck, don’t I?” He did, but I said, “No, you’re much more handsome.” One morning he thrust a copy of Pscychology Today magazine at me—he knew that I had been a psych undergrad.

“Read the story on Plato’s Retreat,” he urged, a profile of a then-popular public sex venue, Plato’s, in New York City. The article (by Sam Keen) talked of the Love Generation aspiring to have a soul mate with whom they could have a communion of “head, heart, and genitals.” I wondered if that was what I wanted from life. I never learned what Julio thought of that heady piece—he was always on the run tending to some mysterious business. But I later learned that he had an “earthy” side to him, too—finding, for a fee, women to sleep with local fisherman.

One morning, I lay on the surfing beach, Matanchen Bay, reading Katzanzakis, how Zorba the Greek calls his penis the key to paradise when Carlos, the owner of El Mezcalito, a thatched-roof bar, appeared with his red surf board. I admired his radiant, ivory smile, and long curling lashes.

“How’s the surf?” I asked, knowing well how bad it was.

“Not very good, it’s been bad all year.”

“Where did you learn English?”

“I spent a year in San Leandro [near San Francisco] with my aunt who is married to an American. How do you like San Blas?”

“I wish I could stay.”

“Why don’t you?”

“Well. . . I feel responsible to people up North, but I know I’d come back.”

“Could you live here?”

“For a while, but I would crave those things I left in the city. I’ve been conditioned a certain way you know. I need intellectual stimulation, a movie, play, more education.”

He was silent and I went on too long about how we city folk tended to complicate our lives, so when we get by the sea and nature we had to learn to relax. He listened so raptly, I said, “I can’t tell if you understand me.”

“Yes, I know what you mean. I live here all my life.”

“And you never get bored?”

“No! Never! I can always find something to do. Surfin’, soccer, runnin’ on the beach. You have the sun and sea always, and good food.

“Yes,” I agreed. “I could live off your pineapple, coconut, mangoes, papayas.” I made a face of ecstasy and we laughed together. I regretted he was claimed by a Canadian—blond.

“But, don’t you ever want to do anything else with your life?” I asked.

“No. I’m happy now. Maybe someday I gonna get a sailboat and sail. I really like that.”

““I envy you.”

“Nah! You can stay here, too,” he said as he left me to ponder my state of post-grad, pre-career limbo.

As I sat and read, I noticed a man and his little girl approach my spot. The man looked out over the bay with binoculars.

“Que veis usted?” What do you see? I asked idly.

“Las garzas,” he told me—herons. The leggy, long-necked fowl congregated on a rock outcropping just offshore. Then he said very casually, “Te gusta marijuana?” Before I could answer, he said in English, “Come tomorrow at 11 A.M. here.” He whispered, “Tengo veinte kilos.” His little girl’s eyes studied mine with great interest. Bring my friends, he continued. There is plenty of mota (slang for marijuana) for all of them. Set up or not, I didn’t like pot—it made me paranoid. I told him I wasn’t interested. He insisted I come. Bring my friends. I wondered how much his little girl understood as they backed away.

Evenings, I went to El Mezcalito’s. One night I sat at the bar and ordered a coco loco—the acrid tequila-laced coconut milk served in a coconut shell. Idilio, the manager of one of the hotels, sat next to me. He was older than the other men and not a plaza habitué. He was married with five children and everyone, surely even his wife, knew that he had a girlfriend— several, some said. At the reception desk of the hotel he managed, he kept a large framed photograph of Pope John Paul II, with the words “my beloved holy father” emblazoned across the frame. We chatted about his family and he spoke of them like a loyal husband and proud father. The juke box was blasting Lynyrd Skynyrd’s Freebird. All of a sudden, I realized that in the convivial background where gringos and Mexicans were dancing, several of the male patrons were armed with automatic rifles. They had begun systematically to frisk every male in the place. They came toward Idilio, who said, “Excuse me,” and stood up to be patted down even as he kept on talking to me about his family.

“It happens every night,” he assured me. “They search for weapons.” The police were dressed casually in jeans and T-shirts like civilians, and after they had done their job, they stood around, looking harmless and bored.

Rolling Stones’ Beast of Burden played as I nursed my tropical drink and took in the barfly gossip—Julio had tried to sell yet another young woman to a fisherman at the Playa Borrego—the beach at the end of the main street. Everyone speculated why Julio had turned down the advances of a frosted blond, an actress on the American soaps. Hector had been swept off his feet by an Aussie in town just two days (fair-haired), Cavallo was not allowed to see Fernando’s sister until he quit drinking.

Idilio left and Pepe took his barstool next to me and ordered a cervesa. He sang to himself, I never be your beast of burden and I chuckled to myself. I had mainly known Pepe as the aloof, very business-like manager at the Flamingos. Although, a few days earlier he seemed as silently amused as I was by a loud, short Brooklynite, Boomer, who sat in the Flamingos’ courtyard, detailing for everyone the nature of his turista—“Hehr-shey squehrts,” he described.

“Do you get tired of all the gringos,” I asked Pepe.

“Oh no, I like them—they bring fresh blood for the jejenes.”

Of all the guys, I liked Pepe best. He hid behind an unkempt tangle of curly sun-gilded brown hair and Siamese cat eyes. Although he could party like the rest, he had a serious, retiring side, an artistic temperament perhaps. He made beautiful line drawings and airbrushed T-shirts when a gringo supplied him with the materials. I asked him if he dated Mexican women and he said it had been a long time. He didn’t have a girlfriend now. Then he said to my surprise, “I’m tired of being a machine. I see people come and go and I get cold. You don’t really know me and I don’t really know you,” he said. I was touched by his blunt sharing and behind these pronouncements I sensed losses, but I didn’t press him.

I admired how Pepe took care of his close friend, Hector, whom he referred to, in rare public displays of affection, as Squirt or mi hijito, my little son. Hector, who was irrepressibly childlike with his gleaming gold-framed front teeth, brought out the old-soul Pepe. I gathered that Hector’s susceptibility to the fair gringas was a concern (indeed, a year later, Hector was married to a very pregnant Minnesotan—who was “pretty sure” that Hector was the father.)

The torrid days melted seamlessly into each other, distinguished only by some delightful discovery I might make in my routine wandering—the little bakery, where I bought coconut-cream- or pineapple-filled empanadas to have with my morning coffee. I lived simply on coffee and papaya in the morning, a seething slab of chile-lime-spiked jicama from a street vendor during the day, and one full meal at night at one of the restaurants—Amparo’s, MacDonald’s, Diligencia, Torino’s, Las Islas. I found their simple interpretations of the fresh local shrimp, oysters, lobster, red snapper, pampano, or butterfish revelations worthy of the Book of Gastronomy.

In a matter of weeks, I fulfilled my own prophesy to Carlos. I needed a stimulation not available at Mezcalito’s or on the beach. I returned to San Francisco. To disappointment: I failed to nail one of three spots in Stanford’s French doctoral program. I found a job I liked on a French publication. I cocktail waitressed at night to pay down debt. I was thrilled when Pepe and Hector, traveling the States like Mexican Huck Finns, visited me briefly that summer where I lived in the Haight Ashbury. I introduced my friend, Deborah, to Hector. The chemistry wasn’t quite right, but by winter, she and I, both uncertain about our futures, headed south to the border. Several long bus rides through the state of Chihuahua, we were in San Blas with a new wave of gringos, and little else changed. The grackles and jejenes and the plaza hummed on schedule. The unfinished church was still in a protracted state of decay. The mercado pulsed. Mezcalito’s was a den of alleged scandal in progress. Matanchén Bay throbbed with surfers. Las garzas held court on their rock.

Little children played in the packed dirt streets. But one morning Deborah and I learned that a tiny coffin being lifted into a hearse was filled with the body of a child we might have seen running by days ago, who had said “Hola, señoritas,” to us. He had died suddenly, swiftly from a parasite. We could not see or hear his mourners—where were they?—who surely must have been so grief-stricken. The sun went on beating. The hibiscus and bougainvillea went on bursting against stone walls.

Young people went on giving their hearts away in the square. Deborah gave hers to lanky, hood-eyed, and sad-faced Pancho whom everyone called Champion. I gave mine, like before, to everyone and everything.

On our first Sunday, a day that was always festive, the village emptied as Matanchén Bay became carpeted with Mexican families. At the plaza, a dozen of us squeezed into someone’s car and drove the five miles to the beach, laughing all the way. Julio bought freshly caught shark from a fisherman and Hector and Pepe roasted it on a large grill under a palapa. Breaking off pieces of the succulent flesh with fingers, everyone shared in a communion that reminded me of the best of times, simple and spontaneous, in my own family. As I watched the ingenious Mexicans stave off the afternoon attack of sand fleas by burning green coconut husks, I thought this was the communion I longed, not the one described by Sam Keen. I watched beach goers throw back cervesa after cervesa and camerones cocktails in the shade of grass-hut canopies or under palapas. I drank Presidente brandy. The party revved. Life felt good, contained, in the present tense.

I went for a swim in the warm bay then felt the need for solitude.

“I’m going to walk back to town,” I announced to Pepe.

He made such an unexpected hissing sound, I got chills in the heat of day. He said, “Are you crazy? You can’t walk!”

“Of course, I can walk.” I was taken aback but stood my ground.

“Listen to me, its dangerous!” His narrow black eyes raged with some inexplicable fire and his usually impassive countenance came disturbingly restive.

“I can walk if I want to,” I said calmly. I had loved these Latin men who treated me like a peer.

“Eets dangerous, you don’t know!” I knew he was upset–his accent was more emphasized. This exuberantly protective stance was so startling it gave me pause as my madness rippled through the throng—She wants to what? Walk home?! Julio, Hector, Pancho, Carlos bore down on me, saying I absolutely could not walk. I’d be totally loca. But when I asked why, not one of them would say. I had ridden over the route several dozen times in the bus and it seemed perfectly pastoral and harmless.

We piled into the car back to town. Everyone went to Mezcalito’s for more beers and margaritas. I said good night and went to bed early. I was wide awake at 6:30 A.M. The sun was bright. A chamber maid’s disco music sounded reveille. I stuffed my net bag with book, towel, and lotion, and slipped into long gauzy pants to protect me from the jejenes. I covered my head with a paisley scarf and left a note for Deborah who was asleep in Pancho’s arms. I started down San Blas’s only paved road (pocked with potholes) to Matanchén Bay. Two or three vehicles passed, their occupants yelling something in Spanish.

San Blas was practically an island, with “liquid” boundaries on all sides—ocean, lagoons, or mangrove swamp. On my first trip there, I had glided in a motorized panga (on the La Tovara River Trip) through one of the jungle-smothered estuaries, San Cristóbal. It crawled with crocodiles, coatimundi (a cross between raccoon and anteater), iguanas, and geckoes. More than 300 species of birds—endemic, migratory, and vagrants—flitted through mangrove, coral vine, gumbolimbo and soft-shell fig trees. I had watched crows, from their roost drop the fruit of a sour custard tree feeding turtles below. I saw swarms of dragonflies, butterflies the color of papaya, and carnivorous plants that awaited flies. I knew that just beyond the tropical lowland I walked through was habitat where I would be prey to predators. But I felt content on the unshaded macadam even as it began to boil.

I never saw where he came from. He was just there all of a sudden, slowly pedaling his bicycle. I was deep in thought.

“Hola!” I blurted out, so startled by the presence of the dark man with a thick pelt of shiny black hair, gleaming in the heat. I needed the reassurance of my own firm, loud voice.

“Hola,” he said calmly.

“Hola, Señor, como estas . . . hoy?” I repeated, trying to hide my slipped composure.

Where were the cars now?

Adonde vas, Señorita?

A la playa, Señor.

He peered at me through unblinking eyes so dark I didn’t dare hold his stare for long.

He asked if I lived in Mexico. No, I said.

“Climb on my bike, Senorita. I’ll take you to the beach,” he ordered cordially enough. His Spanish was a strange, musical dialect, of which I understood about half. His diction was not that of Pepe and friends. He added curlicues and pronounced trills to his words.

“Oh, no, no,” I laughed hoarsely. The clunker certainly could have carried us both.

“I love to walk . . . me gusta mucho caminar,” I said, sweat dripping from under my scarf.

My pulse quickened as I searched my repertoire for diversionary conversation until we reached the beach, which seemed so distant.

Was this the unpronounceable danger?

He asked my name and I told him. His was Rogelio.

Silence again. He stared—he jumped off his bike and walked alongside me, his two hands on the handle bars. He adapted his gait to mine, which was brisk, economical, and straightforward. An observer might’ve thought we were in competition.

With a start, I noticed the machete as long as one of his legs swinging from his belt. I hugged my net bag to my torso.

“Ah, si, me gusta caminar,” I repeated. I babbled on in broken Spanish how in America, I run four miles everyday, but here it is mucho calor, so I walk only. I walk fast, very fast, because it pleases me. Me gusta, caminar rapido.

Rogelio smiled. He asked a few questions like an immigration officer doing his job. After each, I said ¿como? He might have been asking me to walk more despacio, slowly, which I ignored. He was incapable of slowing down his speech to help me. I said claro, que si “for sure” a lot, at inappropriate times, judging from his expression.

He asked how old I was, where I was from. Was I married. Yes, I lied, very married, and even produced a left hand with a banded finger. He adjusted his machete and I swallowed hard. I answered in the present tense, because I knew the present tense best in Spanish. I felt very present and tense.

Your husband, where is he?

He’s waiting for me at the beach. Yes, he’s definitely there waiting for me. He doesn’t like to walk, so I walk alone.

We passed a full set of clothes, on the road side, pants, shirt, huarache sandals, and straw hat, lying next to a half-empty bottle of liquor. I wondered where the owner of the clothes was. Certainly not in that dense, critter-ridden jungle.

I asked Rogelio if he lived in San Blas and was dismayed when he said no. He pointed beyond the jungle where he lived. No, he didn’t know Pepe, Pancho, Hector, Carlos . . . . He picked oranges. I glanced behind us at the clothes on the shoulder and then at his. They were of similar style. He wore green cotton pantalones, a white shirt, and huaraches. I asked if he were married and he said no.

Una novia? Surely he had a sweetheart—that would make for good conversation.

No, no girlfriend. And then he said something that translated in my ears as Mexican women, you know, are not as easy as Americans.

¿Como? I mean claro que si. How not to go there. His look was unsettling. His gaze pierced. I picked up the pace and at times he had to run to keep up with me. The machete kept swinging, its blade slicing the air like a third arm of his. He remained oblivious to it, but I kept the distance between his hand and the menacing blade in my peripheral vision.

Does señor, hablas inglese? Even un poco? I pressed. Smiling almost devilishly, he said not even un pochito.

Hadn’t he met Americans before? I asked. No, I was the first one. He lived with his parents, he said. He was 30 years old.

Do you want a girlfriend, I asked sloppily. He of course construed this to mean I was asking if he wanted my help or me, even.

Si, very much, he answered eagerly. Do you have one for me? I assumed he was asking to meet a girlfriend of mine and said yes. I could go along with that.

Si, Señor, I have a friend. His eyes widened. I meant to say amiga but it came out masculine, amigo.

You have a boyfriend, too, at the beach? You mean it’s not your husband?

No, no, there is my husband and our amigo, and an amiga. He looked bewildered. What don’t you get?

“Your husband will want to fight me?” What don’t I get?

“No, he’s a nice guy. Un hombre d’onore” My voice quavered with exhaustion. We probably had a mile and a half to go. No cars passed. The beach was so far.

“Entonces, you will give me a woman?” he repeated again. I slowly translated his words into English. Yes, that is exactly what he said. I thought I had said I would introduce him to a woman. I tried to change the subject but he wasn’t interested in talking about the weather, a subject on which I could converse eloquently in Spanish.

“How much money will she want?” he persisted.

“Money?!” I thought of Julio.

“Si.”

Despairing, I answered nada. But I sensed his skepticism growing. How could I give him a woman, for free no less, if my husband and another male were there?

Attitude is half the battle of survival. We were alone. He had the machete. My only weapon, a disarming charm, felt dulled by the minute.

“What about you and me, Señora?” he asked slyly.

“Oh, don’t be silly!” I laughed as if I were turning down a generous offer on his part. “Mio marido,” I pointed to my ring, shoving my fist forward. But if I were the type who was willing to sell a friend, why would I have respect for a marriage vow?

“Quiero un Americana,” he said firmly and unequivocally. “I want an American woman.”

“Hay un problema . . . , ” I answered weakly. There is one problem. I didn’t have a woman for him.

The sun pummeled me mercilessly. Sweat flowed from my turban. “Hay mucho calor,” I tried.

“Si,” he finally conceded to talk of weather. His machete bumped the spokes of his bike and he adjusted it. My heart beat so fast, I felt dizzy. “Eets toooo dangerous!” ran through my mind to the tune of I told you so.

He repeated his request and I said, “No comprendo, Señor. A pregnant silence followed. He was breathing very heavy—from the frantic pace I set. Did I care to rest a bit? he asked. Well, no, my husband, my HUSBAND would be waiting.

“Just a few minutes, Señora. It won’t matter a great deal,” he said.

The heat was fierce. I was losing my cool. He wouldn’t take his gaze off me now.

“Let’s rest, just un momento. I insist, Señora,” he said. All I needed was a cloud, not a rest, to block the sun and I could outrun him—and that sword-like appendage of his.

Suddenly, everything did seem cloudy, my legs were completely rubber. I was leaning back on a pile of hay staring up in the cool shade of friendly faces. I had run and jumped on the flatbed of the old bus to Matanchén Bay. I saw through glazed eyes, my good friend Deborah.

“Sister Woman,” she addressed me by the salutation we started using for each other after watching Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, “you’re nuts walking in this hot sun.”

“Where’s the guy with the machete?” I asked.

“Who?” she asked. My pulse was still racing. “We almost couldn’t get the bus driver to stop,” she said, “but I guess he felt sorry for you the way you were running to catch him.”

“How far are we from the beach?” I asked.

“Not far,” she said, “see right up ahead where that guy on the bike is turning left? It’s just beyond.”

There he was pumping his clunker with his machete at his side. Had he abandoned his hope for un Americana, or would he continue to search?

I thought of the endings this episode could have had and treasured my friends more than they knew. I realized that although they used expressions like bummer, dude, friggin, and out of sight, as if weaned on American slang, they couldn’t quite convey to me the lurking danger of the backwoodsmen who were isolated from their enlightened culture. I never told them or anyone about the dark stranger for years—it gave me a creepy feeling.

Weeks later, Deborah and I stood waiting for our bus in front of the unfinished church. “Forty more years until it’s done,” said Pepe as he handed me a going-away gift—an ink drawing that he had done, called Isla de las Garzas and signed para mi amiga Camille, Pepe. It was a beautiful rendering of the herons at Matanchén Bay, a faint tequila sunset (or sunset) igniting it from behind.

I framed the drawing and kept it with me through nearly two dozen moves spread over thousands of miles, chasing career goals, finding love, losing love. I wouldn’t have guessed that it would be twenty-seven years before I saw those herons again. Returning for a long overdue visit to San Blas (still dodged by most tourists), I called Pepe. We met in the square. He had changed little—his hair was longer. He filled me in on the mostly married gang, Hector to a second blond in Seattle. Pancho, married with daughter, ran the automotive shop down from the now upscale Flamingos (which was beautifully renovated with marble bathrooms, tiled courtyard, garden, and pool). Pepe had married and divorced a woman (American) from Washington and he had a 23-year-old son—his age when we met. Not surprisingly, Pepe was best of friends with his ex-wife and her husband. He had a girlfriend whose name (Digna de Virgen de Guadalupe) translated to “worthy of the Virgin of Guadalupe.” He called her Lupita. Would he marry again? “When the church is finished,” he said, ever sardonic.

Although damage from the 2002 Hurricane Kenna was visible in the shape of decaying or abandoned buildings (but not the churches!—they stood solid), there was a lingering sweetness in San Blas. I found yet another layer of it—in the birds. In two days’ time, with the help of local guide, Armando Santiago Navarrete, I logged fifty-seven species, including many along the jungled lagoon. They were always there, but before I had lacked the ocular device to see them. I felt great to be back in San Blas, jumpstarting a new life list.